Tuesday, January 11, 2022

The bridge is love

BUILD A BRIDGE
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=KC0XCLMa9kw&feature=share

Also ... "Do me. Let Paul BE." (Is this true? Is this how I build a bridge or is a trick to get me to disengage?)  Working with co-dependency energies... trying to change what is. His energies affecting me and me trying to resist them by changing them by trying to DO or say or love enough to "make them better". But I can't... it's not for me. He wants to be saved but won't let anyone save him. Hero/Savior in me wants to "save"... "healing eachother in love" isn't this kind of action or emotional manipulation... it IS manipulation if I am trying to change what is. 

Wow. Thank you God.

"I've come to build a bridge, so come let's build."
The bridge is love. 

Love isn't consumptive modeling. Love isn't manipulation. Love is acceptance ... just the way things are. 

I accept Paul in this moment, just the way he is.
I accept Carissa in this moment, just the way she is.

Thank you God. 


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9:11 Black magic attack through Kirk who is feeling VV, apparently. See it. Observe it in love. He wants to cut me off. Bugs coming through me? Maybe. I had that dream about Commander bugs...beetles...4 different kinds ... or maybe only 3 were "commander" bugs. Hm. Yeah. 

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