Prayer request

 In Omnilov3: 

Oh Sarah! I'm sorry to hear you are in pain, overwhelmed, experiencing interference, and experiencing emotional upset, infections, weakness, etc... that is A LOT and I feel you! Sending you love and prayers for continued purging and healing. You are so brave! (And SO HELD by God!)

I too would like to ask for prayer. For the last 5 days I've been trying to keep a staph infection at bay (that appears to have started from an insect bite - I initially thought it was a spider bite but I think it's the abscess). This angry monster is located right below my left knee on my gallbladder meridian and has been triggering thoughts of crucifixion implants and frankly, the fear and pain and inflammation and infection are likely representatives of the wounds that go along with that.

I have been challenged to both try to support the body as well as "let go" and trust it... but I haven't been successful yet. I have had a fever off and on and tried so many things. It's very red, hard, and the swelling is maybe a little better, but it's not draining much. I thought it was getting better but now it seems worse again. Anxiety is with me ... and I know this is a gift and lesson and opportunity to surrender fear and clinging to life once and for all.

Like Sarah, I had some beautiful emotional purging yesterday as I was watching/relating to Matias De Stefano's "Journey of Remembering", "The Path of the Dragon" episode. ( link )

I have been feeling nudged to ask for prayer in this container but kept putting it off. This seems so small compared to some of the ascension symptoms I go through but it really has me worried and in pain and confused. An old friend (who is rooted in 3D narrative) texted yesterday pulsing fear, saying that I need antibiotics or I could get septic. Again this morning I have a slight fever. I've had this "go to the doctor" script running since Saturday night which I've tried to feel through. I HATE the doctor and they only lie to me and take my money and offer me antibiotics which poison me. (I gave in in January and took some antibiotics for a whole-head sinus infection with dual ear infections and ended up being blasted with candida for the next 6 months!) I KNOW this but am still tempted because I have this "self-preservation" thing going on. See how I look outside of myself/God for solutions?

I've tried lots of things: hot compress, ice, colloidal silver, cell salts, homeopathy for snake bite, lavender oil, tea tree oil, all-natural antibiotic cream, medihoney, cabbage, baking soda, MMS, activated charcoal, clay, natural toothpaste with clays and essential oils, witchhazel, hydrogen peroxide, and I'm going to do a potato poultice in a little bit. I'm sure I'm missing something, but you can see I'm in a sort of desperation and fear state which doesn't help.

Thank you in advance for your prayers, Family. I am grateful that we aren't alone and I know nothing is wasted.
Love & Gratitude,
Carissa


Addition: I just did a quick AG random and got ascensionglossary.com/index.php/RBC_Parasitized .... which just says:

Red Blood Cells Parasitized
These are bacteria or parasites that get inside the cells. The cell will die, and unless they are stopped by the immune system, they will continue to attack other cells.

So if anyone is led to pray for that too, I'd sure appreciate it!

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This was from 8/13/22 in an email:15:33/13 (3:33) 44:44  

"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much." ~Mother Teresa

AG PICK: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Cosmic_Cube_Matrix

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9:11 11:33 11:44 11:48 11:43 11:54 
I was asking what I should put on my wound - I was going to put something on it and forget it and didn't know which one to choose.... then I saw these!
THANK YOU GOD!!!!

12:43 3:30 ... and I've seen a bunch of 3:33's today... 4 sets I think.

But WHY did I get this AG random? https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Pathological_Liar
Is it me? Feels like the "Seducer Archetype" is the most relevant part.