Circulatory System, Etc.

I am beginning to see why I’ve been obsessed with veins/arteries and blood. (And by "obsessed", I mean a great deal of FEAR... always looking at my veins, afraid something is going wrong. HUGE trigger for me and I have a pocket-full of experiences related to them.) This must be why I’ve been directed to wear bloodstone. A year or two ago at the metaphysical store I asked one of the psychics for direction on a stone to purchase and she said “That’s strange. Bloodstone is coming up. That’s not something I see regularly”…or something. Anyway I bought one little rock that day and went down the road to get gas and felt so strongly to go back and get a bloodstone bracelet so I did. Then this year a friend randomly sent me some bloodstone in the mail.

So I'm beginning to see how this is part of my/our job to heal the circulatory system - the heart, the blood and network that provides life to the rest of the body ...and how this applies to the earth. I learned that Axetonial lines are like the veins and arteries and ley lines are like the capillaries. I think this is somehow related to Uluru .

Bringing in balanced energies, clearing rogue cells/energies, bringing light and life into the blood - a crystal heart and crystal blood - cleaning the blood so that it can use the minerals available to it and transport them to where they are needed. Releasing biounavailable minerals and souls that are stuck in various places throughout the body so they can either be of use to the system or be flushed out and freed from their prison. WHOAHHH. This is crazy! Thank you God for helping me put that together! Yes!! And what does the spleen do? Cleans blood. Right? I need to look that up but if I do that now I’ll lose my train of thought. I guess the train is done. Just grateful for the lessons…. so many dots being connected….so much healing and soul retrieval work…

I’m reading another ES member’s amazing story/book and it’s helping me recover some fragments. I’ve been cracked off into a million pieces during this incarnation and we are beginning the work of restoration. “I set my intention now to be remembered to that which I AM, fully, completely, and totally.”


Off the top of my head/heart… not an exhaustive list by any means, but here are a few of the things in my current curriculum.

Negative ego clearing
Have compassion. Listen. Don’t push/pull or try to change anything. Remain, with a soft focus on the present. Watch energetic plays in myself and others.
Dismantle houses of ego and choose purity, generosity, kindness, patience, discipline, diligence, and humility.
We operate through consciousness - when we observe and create space to bring consciousness to something, that creates space for the light. It tips the scales (or works in that way anyway). When we allow that which tries to usurp the light and space of consciousness (negative ego behaviors like judgement, control, criticism, “the spirits of mental bondage”), then it tips the scales the other way… so it is by our choices (and learning that we have a choice and are not at the mercy of the thought, feeling, or implant… that we are God, Sovereign, Free… we can choose what influences us and makes us agents of light or agents of dark. And even though I want to try to make everyone into agents of light, that attitude right there - trying to influence “push/pull” anyone to do or think anything is an activity of the dark. Only allowing God-consciousness to reign in my being (through the embodiment of God’s triad of spirit - Father, Mother, and Christ-Sophia) can I truly be of use in spirit and in truth.

Energetic archetecture
False white light. Dodecahedron trap/web/transposition filter. Albion and Cathar components to body. Reversal 55 Grid . Traps: AD- VV, Sexual Misery, Misogny (all also part of work in Negative Ego clearing) but seeing them as holographic inserts. Star of Azoth. As detailed above, the relationship of the human body to the earth’s body - the circulatory system is my focus now but every component of our body has an application on the macro. 12-Tree grid and Heiros Gamos architecture - individual application (androgyny template) and in a couple (<— that may be better suited under the “negative ego clearing” heading for me but it’s the way it is due to all the reversal architecture so it really fits in both categories.)

Galactic history
Still a blur but gaining some understanding about the wars over the inhabitants of the earth that are going on now and the different beings that are players. Right now I see this Golden gate on one side and silver gate on the other with Orion … I used to feel drawn to the nebula in Orion’s “belt” (second light down) but now I’m pretty much trying not to get sucked in because I’m not sure who to trust… there are “good guys” and “bad guys” related to Orion and the other day I learned about another group, the “resistance”, I think called Black Orion something… anyway… there’s more but this isn’t that big for me this week so I’ll move on.

Something with DNA related to the Nephilim sourcing from reptilians who used to inhabit Tiamet before it exploded.

Also dreamwalking , Uluru, dragons, feathers, NRG, holocausts (911 timeline, the one in the 40’s… I’ve got something connected to the Ukraine there too, Native American, SRA and blood covenants/sacrifice is a thread that weaves through many timelines)

Yahweh Matrix dismantling - big one tied to a large group working on restoration of the Christos-Sophia body WE ARE. Too big and too blurry to list yet, but this is one of my “jobs” that I’ve been working with/in this incarnation especially and many others too… everything is ultimately tied to this.


Well that is quite enough… I’ve had so many threads of things I’m learning and want to put together a topical essay that brings them all together but I guess that’s not meant to be at this time. THANK YOU GOD, THANK YOU LISA/TOMAS, THANK YOU BROTHERS & SISTERS. I love you all. WE ARE!