On Genetic Equals

 I don't know if it would be better to share my musings about this topic in my journal, but I think I'll just make a note about it here.

Honestly in my examples of beings that this is being orchestrated, I don't know one that's been orchestrated for personal pleasure. It's literally couplings being formed by two beings that are completely and already in the midst of complete world service and have already devoted their lives to it.

So there is a pattern of arranged Spiritual Marriages that are being formed in this No Time. It seems in some cases to be happening even before the actual physical contact where one or both parties are either contacted by guides and given explicit details about who or what their next partner is or how this is gonna be transpiring in the months to come. These unions seem to be transdimensional and placed inside an alchemical container outside of this time matrix and it appears to be a template of Genetic Equals

This happened to me in 2011!!!! God created an "arranged marriage"...that's what we called it and that's what it was. I was sold out to the mission and in a very profound "mountaintop" yet "spiritual nomad" yet "totally cared for" phase and I go back and forth whether it was demonic shenanigans (Alien Love Bite) or God's perfect plan, but my future partner was brought into my life out of the blue. He was in prison at the time (scary, yes, I didn't know people in prison) but somehow I ended up writing to him and somehow he ended up asking me to marry him and somehow I said I would if it was God's will (sure it could NOT be, but like I said, I was in a phase where my only option was to say "yes" to God)!! So many days I'd go to the woods and beg and cry on the ground asking God to take this cup from me but if it was His will, then I would do it! I swear I felt like I was sweating blood like they say Yeshua did in the garden of gethsamene!

In the end we married the day he got out of prison - rip off the bandaid! I went to visit him in person once before that, but that was months after I agreed to marry him. We had not even seen each other. It was NOT for pleasure, but it was part of our surrender to God's plan. He said once that we were supposed to "heal each other in love", but I failed... my negative ego (esp. judgment) took me over and I quickly slid from the mountaintop to a pit of despair where I was desperately trying to control everything to put the pieces of my life together according to 3D perceptions. We didn't have this ES context or guidance or support and I was slipping away in psychosis (BOTH of us dealt with anxiety and he had a TBI that created confusion and psychosis. I could deal with it until my own accident where I sustained a head injury and broken sacrum and was in my own phase of healing which he did not have the capacity to support me in) so in the end he felt he had to leave without notice and without looking back. It was the most painful searing pain I've ever experienced. I don't know how it will all unfold, if there is more to it or if we have to wait until the next incarnation. I am re-married to a man now that is helping me to heal and I believe we are working on Michael-Mary reversals together, but we do not have the same (even close to it) connection that I did with my ex.

When Mhairi talked in last month's Ascension Call about how God had already united her and Sequoia's architecture before they even came together (something like that), that really resonated and reminded me of my experience with T. I had connected an incident where I may have experienced some multidimensional rape ... I was turned on and a light beam came and had sex with me... with the timing of this man, my arranged marriage, coming into my life. I'm still not sure. But I don't need to know now, so it is what it is. But anyway, I started feeling very connected to him, like we could read each other's mind and sometimes I thought I could feel his thoughts (and even hands) on me (physical lusty thoughts often though, so that's why I wonder if it was demonic).

Just wanted to share about this. Thank you Lisa for sharing this snippet and for your transcription work!! Thank you Katerina for yours and your beloved's work - this is so beautiful and fascinating and HUGE!! You take incredible photos too! God bless you!!