Pre-CE thought dump

This week:

Dodacahedron (and of course I think of my beloved Meekel Dod because I call him Dod, which I think means master or something in Hebrew…. No… whew… just confirmed with him, it means BELOVED.)… but this is interesting. 

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Dodecahedron

Geburah: 5th sephiroth - related to judgment and fear. Came up as a glossary pick and I feel like maybe this is what I am or have been living out of... look, judgement...fear... so it's time to overcome that. That's what we're working on now.

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Geburah 

5= ego?

Both of those are related to the number 5. Dodacahedron = 5 sided molecule or something. Geburah = 5th sphere in the kabbalah. Remember when I used to get glimpses of the 5 pointed star and not the 6? (After talking to Gabriel about it yesterday I feel like I’m more connected to the 6. Didn’t fight with it this morning.)

Felt either baphomet energy or … maybe just ENERGY in 2nd sphere and sacral chakra area this morning… is this part of embodiment? I think I’ve got activation on higher planes but my teams are helping me to bring it down into the body so I can walk it out here on earth. This is why YOGA is so helpful (if/when I do it! What’s the problem??)

Working through understanding of Tyrone too. Is this because he is thinking of me? Are we still connected? Is it demonic? I mean, go back to the alien love bite... is that what it was with Tyrone and are they trying their shenanigans again? I wish him the most beautiful life, connection, and love in Christ and pray that he is well and wrapped in and shining the light of God - but he is not in my life so I shouldn't be thinking of him so much. It comes up so much. I thought after my session with Joe regarding it a few months ago that it was over. So Joe must have helped clear some stuff and align it, and maybe this is a defect in my energy body that is allowing it to come back in. So keep doing the work.. keep clearing and looking. He's not here, it's not "real" on this plane. May he be well. May our hearts be healed. I was thinking yesterday (again) about how we are and can still heal each other in love even from afar. I wish he were in my life to find peace with and maybe fulfill our HGS contract as friends (if we have one... I think we might, but we have to find our own inner HGS balance first before working one out with a partner)...anyway, just let it unfold. 

MICHAEL is my husband and partner now so focus on practicing love. Be transformed by the renewing of my mind and actions! 

I should mention that I’ve seen a lot more 22’s these days. … 2’s and 1’s… 11:11, 12:21, and whatever:22 … lots of 23s too as usual! I’m trying not to pay attention so much because I don’t want to be influenced if it is black magic like Melanie said it might be…. but for me it does help me to feel connected to spirit.