Incredible session with Gabe

WOW. I guess I will just type a little now but then I need to just chill... integrate. VERY POWERFUL session with Gabe. Very courageous on both our parts. Beautiful alchemy. Thanks be to God.

We accessed some stored trauma that had to move through my channel and he held the divine masculine energy which created safe space for my divine feminine ...holy father and holy mother working together to free Christ-Sophia I AM... pieces of which have been stored...stuffed into the underworld. 

I love and appreciate him very much. Thank you for the dream this morning... the truth or movement surely...where Mother Arc set up an Aqua portal right here over my computer corner... it was here and ready to support today's healing. 

At the end he was running through a ton of big things that were too much for me... I couldn't hold them and it was too much on my nervous system. I should have asked him to stop but I guess I also should just have done what I did and hold on and be a witness. I was nudged to grab my obsidian and I held that... it was like weathering a storm... a hurricane. Funny, the "eye of the storm" has come up a few times this week associated with Gabe. That felt like we were in the eye of the storm during the major healing container and then it had to blow over as I was pummeled with the last couple sections of things he had to read. 

It was so big to admit and feel the shame about being connected to the evil in the world... as though I AM the evil... but that's a lie. I AM LOVE. The evil is in the form of mind control and implants placed in my krystic architecture to keep me enslaved through shame and fear. The sadness I feel and hold due to my perception that I am such a bad person as well as the shame and punishment I've brought upon myself and that my parents and the world mirrored back to me (NAA set it up that way) solidified my prison. 

I AM GOD, SOVEREIGN and FREE though...do you see?
Such big work today. Such courage and I love and am proud of you and so thankful for Gabe. I love him so much. It's confusing. My mental body wants to take and toy with and create a gordion knot (my new word for snarl) with it. But just let it be what it is. I do not need to understand or control. I am a flower that will be pollenated when God sees fit to send a bee. Today I had a bee. Thank you God.

I might write more later. Time for a break.

ps. Part of me doesn't want to share it because I feel like going back over it will break the spell...the magic that it was. But that's a lie. The experience will be what it is... and it was beautiful... only overlays from mental and astral bodies can distort my perception... so remain in the purity of my krystic heart and everything can be as it is, just as it is and it is all okay. Thank you God.