Wild Life

What a WILD LIFE!!!

You heard what I was talking/asking about yesterday regarding Christ and the responsibility to go to the hell realms to overcome... this is bringing Light to the darkness through neutrality. I may not have mentioned it but I also read a long post...two... about electron and protons and neutrons and the carbon atom and how they operate.

I also may not have gotten into it, but the whole "martyr" thing is big... came up in Joe session... and I remember really grappling with and praying to be a martyr that doesn't die... but that I surrender my life to God to be used for His (as I understood it at the time) glory...aka, the reclamation of Christ. 

The "redemption vehicle" was something that has triggered me quite a bit... seemed important and has been unpacking for me over the year .....and as I understood it, it was the lie about Jesus trading his life for ours...that was the redemption vehicle. But there's more.

TODAY my daily glossary pick spoke to ALL that!! (And I think this is the second time I've gotten this one. Very aligned.)
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Changing_of_the_Guard_into_Energetic_Responsibility

SO PROFOUND!! First of all:

We had to have multiple levels of experience and very intense experience, because a part of what the Christ consciousness does as a polarity integrator is create alchemy. So it's like understanding when you came in with your monad avatar consciousness and you're the one prism of that light in the body, you were being dipped into the vibrational density. And your being your body, literally the function of your body was to transmute and shift that density field into a higher vibrational tone. So that's with the redemptive does it's like you take your consciousness and you dip it into the sea of gunk and you start path-cutting, you start alchemizing it. Because again the only way we can shift the energies and perform the transmutation through alchemy is through the embodiment and that's what the redemptive vehicle is.

And this touches on what I was reading about, though what I was reading was much more in-depth:

So at the particle level the electron is male or electric and is our right side of the body. In the holographic light body the right side is male and it is electric, the left side is female and it's magnetic. And then the electro-magnetic has a charge of opposites, the poles of opposites of the electro-magnetic create the polarity that we experience in this particular reality as a dualistic and separative system. Now Christ consciousness is a neutral field. So you take the electric and the magnetic and you shift the rotational axis of how those particles are interacting with each other.

I just feel super supported by God and super aligned.

Also, today I realized another crazy thing... not ONLY am I going to the Emerald Coast in Florida next week (which I believe is connected with the 2D), but we are staying at Santa Rosa Beach... Saint Rose... This feels connected with the Cathar Rose stuff... I don't know a lot about it, but I have connections with all of this. 

I'm not sure what's going on, but I really need to meditate more and commit to dropping density that is in the way of my mission. I was just writing in my paper journal about how have been praying to take up the anchor that I prayed for (though if it's Rue, I do NOT pray for anything to happen to my family members... my fur and feather-covered companions)... but I want to unabashedly fulfill my mission. I want to be of service to humanity and anchor the energy of Christ in this plane to support and bring Ligh to the world.

We had another miracle today... I was outside with Sioux who was losing her mind because I had her grazing muzzle on her and she just went into heat after a nuzzling session with Remy, but Robert was spraying poison on the field behind where she lives. Anyway, Anne from #6 came down and started talking and telling me about the early 1800's house that they lived in in New Hampshire and about the energetic records (aka ghosts) that lived there. Her mom could see them and they saw soldiers and individuals and they had portals through these antique mirrors that they got and the ghosts there didn't lock them out of the house because they liked their dogs. It was very interesting and I got some spiritual confirmation and tingles about the dogs especially. And schooling about soldiers and how it works and how they were not afraid. They were talking to Rudy (Anne's husband). 

Jenn (#2) got in the conversation - she's psychic and been a ghost hunter or something and she was telling me (Anne seemed to know) about the mirror portals and I guess prayers can bind them. Ann binds them in Jesus blood which seems weird. Just now I see how maybe ghost don't want to be bound in a blood covenant...they maybe don't want that voodoo on them. Jenn and Ann both talked about how ghosts tend to knock crucifixion statues and religious relecs off the wall, etc. I got an intuitive hit that they don't like them because they are dangerous... and that maybe they are trying to communicate that. Not that they fear them, but that they are trying to send a message that they are harmful. 

I'm not sure. What am I as the Christ-Sophia I AM. I represent LOVE and reconciliation and correction of reversal currents and release of trapped souls. I have had to go to the depths of hell to see and experience it so that we can overcome it... creating energetic pathways to make it easier for others to overcome.

I have a LOT to overcome still. Still addiction tendencies... ANYTHING can be sticky.... but sugar and carbs are my nemeses now. We had to overcome alcohol, marijuana, nicotine, as well as sexual misery program-related things... obsessively scanning personal articles to feel the lust demons... I see now it was my psychic sponge/unmanaged empath gifting that allowed me to feel into those people's energy and it was slippery and dark and magnetic and tempting...dripping lust.... and I liked to toy with that. God saved me from getting involved...one time I almost did, but my guides protected me like a champ!! I also had a porn phase (which is always rooted in my trying to please another to get them to like me... I've been a black hole for affection... desperate for love...always desperate to be seen or desired or cared for but at the same time constantly pushing people away. I push them away and then tell them that they weren't there for me so I try to create shame to skim loosh off the situation. This is a whole separate conversation that is jam-packed with goodies for observation but it's too much for now.) Anyway... all of these things were there to both explore and experience them (in order, as Christ, to overcome them). My Thothian Annunaki consciousness thought it was so smart but I am a double-agent and God-in-me was here all along.