Shooting star

 ...okay, that only made it to the "ps." in this post, but that was what started the whole thing.

Dear beautiful Michael and community, 
Thank you for your sharing! I appreciated reading this thread and the valuable experiences and insights.

Michael, the kundalini bursts sound amazing! I have a kind of soft kundalini energy running in my hara line sometimes... and during clearings I may get a spiral energy that kind of sweeps down, but not what you are describing.  I had a very strong experience a long time ago (11+ years) where I had shooting energy go DOWN my body... poured in the top of my head and pushed out my feet (or so I felt)... (and frankly, I haven't been the same since. I believe it was a higher self activation/walk-in joining the party to help my earth-bound incarnation to get with the program, so to speak).

You'll learn more about what that is for you. It does sound to me like a blessed embodiment and ascension symptom, but I really don't know. Do you see or feel any colors associated with it?

What I especially wanted to say about your post was that you are AWESOME for observing and identifying that trickster shame which is trying to keep you from sharing something that may just be ripe for release! The sexual misery program is no joke and I'm, unfortunately very familiar with it. It really feels like there is some opportunities for big shifts... but kind of like with everything else, there may be some pulses coming through as a "smash and grab" technique for the NA driving this program. 

Just to share... and I've shared in this container before...and every time...especially the first time I shared, I wanted to vomit because I was so nervous about it, but as I address it, the demonic stronghold is losing it's power and I'm closing up wormholes and revoking consent.... reclaiming my GSF!! But I deal with a number of heavy hitters in the sexual misery realm, the worst being pedophilia. I have always been quite prude and have a lot of mental fragmentation and schisms in that arena.... so that makes it even worse when I have sexual thoughts. I think my brain, even though I'm a non-sexual androgynous woman, works like the most lustful man ... just always objectifying both men and women (especially women, I think)... and I can relate to the way that people like that are played in movies where the man is trying so hard not to look down at the woman's boobs but that's all he can think about. I am not always like that and it's not exactly like that, but it's a compulsion that comes and goes, but now I've identified the pulsing and the baphomet energy so I'm making progress. (I had shut myself down so I couldn't feel sexual energy and frankly, I shut down my whole sacral center in order to protect myself...but despite that the mental weaponry was still landing and driving me crazy. Now that I'm actively clearing and trying to feel into what's going on (as much as I can tolerate) instead of freaking out and resisting, I can literally feel the baphomet currents... or what I think are baphomet currents and it is helping me to learn as well as release the power it has over me. I have some pretty gnarly SRA and mind control programming to work through but I guess this is one of the not-so-glamourous tasks that an indigo may take on and apparently I signed up for it in some form. I think that when I was hiding from the thoughts...resisting them and allowing them to create fear, (etc.) in me, they produced loosh that would feed the moloch tanks (etc.), but now that I'm facing it, seeing it for what it is, I am taking my power back and reclaiming ground for/in Christ-Sophia I AM. 

Thank you for bearing witness to my process and I pray that you are given gobs of support in your tasks as well. Thank you for your courage! Great to be here serving this mission with you!

With Love,
Carissa

ps. I just noticed that this thread is quite old so I apologize if this is irrelevant now. I was looking for some information on "shooting stars" and your thread came up. I had an AMAZING shooting star activation last night. It happened a couple times last year too and I wondered if that was a thing. It happens when I'm definitely in the middle of a conversation with God and a shooting star (which I guess is really space shrapnel) flies in and I am flooded with liquid plasma light or maybe that's kundalini energy too? Anyway... beautiful. (For my own future reference, yesterday I was discussing whether I'm related to Thoth and wondering if I'm working on a Thoth reformation project of some sort (or something like that)...and that's when the star and subsequent activations happened.)