Redemptive Vehicle

 My God-self and I have been talking about Redemptive Vehicle this week. First came up organically through prayer and a song and deeper understanding how it’s been part of my “job” to experience the hell realms in order to (a.) report back and (b.) overcome! Then the other day I got a daily glossary pick with a case study about the topic. Tonight “Redemptive Vehicle” itself came up as a random pick. Yes, I’m listening! I’ve had a relationship with the topic since I first heard it last year, but this week, in particular, it’s here for some connections to be made. 

In the Crux Implant removal we ask to cancel Redemptive Vehicle …and that’s great… but then who will do this work? 

I believe that as we heal the distortions we are creating energetic pathways that make it easier for those who come behind us. I also feel like I went before a lot of people and now that I’m on the upswing and understand it more deeply (hell realms, especially this attack on the limbic, brain, and CNS through fear pulsing, toxicity, EMF, etc.), then I am being groomed to be in a position to be of more support to help people out.

Note: Perhaps other Indigos have to go into the vaccine hell realms too for intel. And think about how many lifetimes we weren’t awake, but that information is being collected now as the fragments are being recovered. 

Nevermind. I need to just stay quiet. I keep wanting to post in ES, but I don’t think I should yet. Am I bragging? I want to brag about having a similar job as Jesus… go to the hell realms and overcome. Did that really happen? Yes. So okay. And it looks glamorous for him… he’s got a lot of fans… (and a lot of people worshiping him as a gold calf as well). But it’s not actually glamorous…. It’s dirty and unpopular and painful and in the end you have to surrender every bit of your life and ego (to the point of death). <— I believe the ES perspective is that J12 didn’t get killed, but I don’t have my own intel on that so I’m still going with the original story (sans the dogma). I DO think he and his beloved Mary had a family, but I suspect that was before he decided to take on the Cabal of the time. 

Anyway, I have this whole martyr thing going on too. I remember distinctly praying in April 2011 to both BE a martyr but also not to die… to be a kind of living martyr…and look at this! It’s come true. But I’ve been working on cancelling that out too. Cancelling that and the redemptive vehicle and all the Indigo stuff, please. But I guess that won’t happen completely. I’m also cancelling my cancel on the anchor. I’m an Indigo 1 as well (also an Indigo 3) and 10 years ago I prayed for an “anchor” because I thought I was really losing it with all my travel and moves, etc… there are lots of layers, including NAA interference that led to this, but regardless, now I’ve been cancelling that. (Although I  want to note here that I intend full safety and fullness of life for all my family (because it turns out my animals are my anchors and I definitely want to keep them around… they are my beloveds.) Anyway, it’s happening… I’ve been traveling more lately.

It might have been that I had to take a pause to go to the underworld….ha! A little trip on a metatronic death spiral. Keep your arms and hands inside the ride at all times!

Time to do my “spells” (as Michael said this week, ha!… he’s trying to give me a hard time about the prayers that I do … I do read the words from Lisa but I feel they are supportive but I need to remember to continue praying on my own…that is much more effective… and also meditating on my own. I had a couple good meditation sessions today. It’s the most important work. 

You ARE being shielded by us… but learning about how to pull in your etheric webbing and intention and the ray colors… etc…all helpful. Keep clearing and commanding your space and doing the core fear removal. You’re doing good, dear one. 

I would like help with my HSP, please. I don’t want to become dependent on the pendulum. I want to feel it in my heart. I guess I do to an extent but when I start questioning it, I fall into confusion. Thank you for your love and support dear God. Thank you for today. And for tomorrow. Love, Cristy