God will fight for me

Post in OmniLov3:

Thank you, Glenn, for starting this thread, and to all who have added such thought-provoking content. Although my programming has been more aligned with "flight" or "freeze" (vs. fight), I feel a lot of the same questions arising. Especially as I tune into others who are stepping into such courage as they face off against the tyranny we are seeing unfold around us. 

I sensed that the battle mentality was not "the Way", but I hear what you are saying, Glenn, about how the personalities and archetypes that have been our examples have, often, been warriors. Just now the story of Yeshua and Gandhi have come to my consciousness as well. They "fought" peacefully through non-resistance. Martin Luther King Jr. too.

Again with a bible verse (sorry!), but Exodus 14:14 says that God will fight for us, we just need to be still/hold our peace. That really resonates. (And how about those 14's?!) I think about how we have so many Guardians working with us... feels like it takes another level of trust to "hold peace" and allow them to guide us. I think of myself as a chess piece sometimes. When my chess piece gets it in her mind that she wants to run the show (ego), and she starts to shimmy off the square she was put on, it causes undo effort for my teams to get me to simmer down and wait for their next move. 

I wanted to address Patricia's note with what came up for me when I read this:

[quote]"He said that he often observes humans walking around in his city that do not have human souls. He places a 12d shield around the individual and calls for guardian intervention. He stated that these humans cannot make eye contact when he looks at them directly in their faces. I asked him, “What happened to their souls? Were they they taken from their bodies? He said that he didn’t know the answer to this question. There are humans walking around with demonic entities vs human souls, so it seems."[/quote] 

I don't know if it's a mental construct that I've glommed onto or if it's legit, but I feel like I am - partially - one of those walking around without a human soul. The way I read into one of my particular Indigo3 contracts is that I am holding in my being what was an anti-Christ consciousness that has agreed to a rehabilitation contract. Seems like a part of me (god-self) is slowly teaching this other consciousness how to connect with our heart (which is the main thing, I think...the power source for all the rest of the rehabilitation). 

Anyway, I wanted to share that as another perspective as it isn't necessarily anything to fear. The earth feels like a bustling city where many beings are working out many things.... layers and layers of agendas... but ultimately those of us aligned with the the Law of One are working toward the restoration of the Christ-Sophia blueprint/hologram in order to correct the distortions that would lead to the planet's destruction. (That's just how I picture it at this time.) All the little nuances are part of the reclamation plan. 

And I feel like the "battle" is really "fought" so much at the individual level. To what extent am I willing to make the effort to let go of the (perceived) safety net of my mind and fall into the hands of heart-based guidance? Each decision I make...each interaction I have... each choice between love or fear is the way I move the needle in this kind of war that we are in. 

Yeah. Thanks. Wow! Thanks for the space to unpack this with myself and you. I love you guys!!

:dia: Carissa

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1:11 (which was 11:11 in Costa Rica where I sent a message to Melanie.) 

On Paul (Shaul)... I have a warmth and fondness in my heart for him. I hope it's not a trick. I need to allow it to continue to unfold. I need to not have expectations. I need to not 13:14 let it turn into mental looping. Just love him well. And respond to God in him from a place of God in me. Whether he is "the one" or a brother or just a fellow wanderer, my only role is to do my best to remain connected to Source. 

The daydreaming and "what if-ing" is not being PRESENT. It will take me off. STAY ON SOURCE. Thank you God for this beautiful lesson. This safe lesson. He is so far away. If he were nearby I would run to him. I feel magnetized. But I don't know him. And this could be the Ai Red Cube. A distraction. A trick. I only want to be with my TRUE DIVINE BELOVED that I can merge with in hierogamic union and support the healing of the earth together. 

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4:18 Message to Melanie:

Thank you for this lovely message, Melanie... it's lovely to hear your heart and thoughts and experience... 

I'm sorry about your phone - whoopsie, haha!! 

I love your energetic stance and signature around the Glenn thing. He definitely is handsome and, yes, a Christic male is very attractive on the inside too. 

I look forward to hearing how this unfolds. I think, like you said, it's going to be neat to be working together on the grids from such a close proximity. But glad you will have your own space too. Sounds really perfect.

Always feel free to ask anything about me anytime. I take it as a sign of love. Still grateful for Michael's friendship and presence. We have a beautiful family and partnership together and are still working on healing "family of michael" stuff. Along with that is the/my needing to honor the divine feminine and not compromise my soul to try to make a man happy. Working through this piece where I value myself enough to say what I feel (such as "I like living with you and our relationship but I don't feel a sexual relationship is aligned with my soul.")

We talk about it regularly (I need to keep reminding myself) that the 3 main reasons we aren't together is: 1. His view of women as possessions (patriarchal domination), 2. His involvement with saturn blood worship/YHVH Matrix, 3. My body isn't ready... I'm needing to clear and correct reversals and heal damages from lots and lots of trauma, rape, etc. 

Lately I've been vocalizing how he is also kind of a "father figure" for me... he has provided this place of security, love, and stability as I have been licking my wounds (exploded and blackened heart). I feel bad for him, but he gets it. 

My heart has healed so much, especially this year. I have more to go but I feel myself looking and hoping for my partner. I know I need to keep fostering my own inner HGU and maybe I'm not doing that enough which is causing this other thing to rise, but it, like all things, are here for observation and surrender.

A couple days ago I connected with a man in Alaska who I've been a social media contact with for 5+ years but there is an interest there for me and I'm working with all the thoughts that come up. Feeling into the energy to understand it. (I've had at least two other men in the last couple months that I've felt into and there's so much to learn and watch unfold from all the levels of being.)

Thanks for your sharing dear Melanie. Keep me posted! 

Love,

Carissa