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Just wanting to share a video that I found very helpful and beautiful and encouraging. Kelly Brogan MD was brought into my field many (maybe 7 or 8) years ago and has been an inspirational fellow sojourner along the Way. In this 33 min video/interview she touches on topics that have been popping up for witnessing:

In it I discuss:

1. My high-level perspective on what’s actually happening in the world today
2. How operating from the old paradigm of fighting, protesting, and demanding isn’t working
3. How our current experience of betrayal from the government, media, medical system, and loved ones actually reveals ways in which we’ve betrayed ourselves
   
4. How the dominant narrative leverages the concept of altruism against us
5. What sovereignty is and what it means
6. How to reclaim our power without needing to “prove” anything
7. Why we shouldn’t offer people advice that they haven’t asked for
8. How I get in touch with my own intuition and recognize those times when I’m operating from a triggered place
9. Why victim consciousness is at the root of human pathology

www.kellybroganmd.com/blog/conscious-initiatives-interview

I am feeling a little more space coming forward to share some of what I'm personally experiencing. Lots of what may be considered shadow-work and negative ego-clearing. Lisa mentioned that some of us would be experiencing a "Void Year" or something like that and I am certainly feeling that to an extent....although... when I've been in the void before I've felt very alone. I'm not feeling that now. I don't feel alone, thanks be to God! I am grateful for continued spiritual support...often through number codes as well as nature, perfectly timed messages and meditations, etc.... so even though things are hard, it helps to feel that I'm on the right path, forging through and working the pieces I came to experience and bring love to. Though I walk through the shadow of the valley of death I know GOD is with me and I am being trained to fear no evil.... THY rod and staff comfort me as they anchor, strengthen and fortify my krystic architecture to anchor supportive frequencies for ALL-WE-ARE.

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Another post later:
What a beautiful and amazing thread! So much FANTASTIC information and energy here! THANK YOU!!

Sanna, while reading I too wondered about the Wim Hof method and how that played into Yang Medicine. Cold showers or ice baths actually feel like they may fan the inner heat or teach the body to tap into its own Source, but it does require being exposed to the cold.

Yang healing (or as I've thought about it, trying to "heal the yin") has been a big piece of my practice and consciousness work for the past 6 years as well. I too have been working with Dr. Wilson's program which, at its root, as Rosemary stated, is about this very thing. I also studied Morley Robbins work and have been working to understand all the pieces. Copper definitely seems to be a big player with the YIN (and ME!)... there's something with women's cycles that naturally feeds this yin energy. I've been watching how each month before my period, the rise in estrogen triggers a copper imbalance which feeds or encourages yeast/candidas/parasites which may or may not also strengthen the pain-body.... throwing the whole system - physical, mental, and emotional - out of balance. Lunar energies and dark mother perpetuate the imbalance.

In the book " Energy " which is a fascinating interview with Dr. Paul Eck about the way minerals interact with eachother, he describes copper in this way:

Copper is a 'feminine' mineral. It is the dominant element of female sexuality - just as zinc is the dominant element of male sexuality.
An adequate copper level is what gives a woman her 'warmth' Copper is involved with the production of estrogens - the female hormone. Women who lack
'available' copper tend to be cold and sometimes either secretly or openly hostile to men.
Copper is a soft, lustrous mineral that can carry great electrical charge, hence its use in copper wires. Copper appears to lend these same qualities to a woman. It is the basis of a woman's biochemical softness and charm. Copper's softness is balanced by manganese, which gives a woman maternal strength and womanly power.
Without the 'feminine' mineral copper, the 'masculine' mineral iron cannot be incorporated into hemoglobin, and anemia with result. Thus, even in
the microscopic world of biochemistry can one see the interplay between male and female.

I thought that was interesting!

I don't know if it's this "void" space I'm in now but I've definitely been colder this year....more yin. In the wee hours this morning I was called to do the Gallbladder Clearing Meditation - I was hoping I could put it on and go back to sleep but while I was listening I got SO SO SO COLD that I couldn't fall asleep. I think the main premise is about moving heart or SA energy down the gallbladder meridians on each side of our body and pushing discordant energy out our toes and feet. I think it will help me to visualize SOLAR SA energy - YANG, WARMING, LOVING FATHER energy - in this way. I've been working a lot with Crux Implants as well and this is also about moving Aurora healing energy downward in waves ... bringing in the LIGHT.

I've been under pretty significant parasite attack the last month or two, much of which I brought on myself by falling away from my diet and being exposed to some NRG and other anti-life energies...really allowing myself to experience the dank dark cold places as I feel into the shadows. As I've pondered this, I realize that we need both yang AND yin... and I've been thinking about that and how it relates to "darkness and light" .... "good and evil" .... feels like part of the polarity integration process to think about these things. I don't have an answer yet but I know I feel better when I'm filled with warmth and light, and darkness, sleep, shadow, cool, etc. is a part of our experience on earth as well so I'm not sure what to think yet.

I think maybe in the same way that there's "holy mother" and also "dark mother" which is a distorted inversion of the divine feminine, that there's a sort of "solar yin" and "lunar yin" maybe? That's where I'm at with it right now but I have to feel more into it.

Anyway, great thread/information/conversation! Thank you!!