Rainbow Dragons?

 Maybe not the most clear but it was good to post in ESF again. I need to post more. I'll have more time to interact with the forums when Paul is at work. I'll get better ... I'll get back in alignment. I need to get back to health and wholeness and clean off our aura and space. Whether Paul (or my ego) recognizes it, Paul and I ARE tied together so the good I do for myself heals both of us. He's my beloved. Anyway... here's my post:

For the past couple years I've thought that the rainbow light layers I see around me (when I'm out in the sun) have looked like a sort of reptile skin. I wonder if this is rainbow dragon skin and related to part of the consciousness I am helping to restore to Kryst-Krystallah?

I've been thinking about how dragons are reptiles and how the earth is overrun with reptilian consciousness (running rampant through negative ego). Did we come here to get into these earthling suits to work with the restoration of the human template from inverted reptillian consciousness (is this what we call black dragon gestalt?) to organic Christ-Sophianic consciousness (as a solar rainbow dragon...must also be gestalt)? MMMMmmm. Well, let's just work this out a little here. First, the lunar is the opposite of solar. We definitely are working to purge the lunar distortions and that results in organic, life-giving, solar-consciousness... LOVE. Lunar is vampiric. Solar is LOVE...LIFE-GIVING.

I am currently working with the possibility that the "black dragon" is actually benevolent. Perhaps it's part of the dark matter template which is an organic part of us. Life and death are both organic. When power and control corrupts the process to try to siphon or manipulate it, that's when it gets ugly. The whole yin and yang thing ... both make up the whole. We can't have ALL "light"... the dark balances and provides space for healing and rest and restoration.

In my mind (or heart)'s eye, I've seen in me and one or two others what appeared to be a black dragon superimposed on a rainbow dragon. I thought it was maybe related to an "Indigo3" contract where we have what I understand to be a type of Oraphim consciousness supporting the reclamation of a hybridized nephilim-type (distorted from krystic template) consciousness. It may be that. But it may also be representing the shadow and the light - both of which are beautiful.

I guess I've thought of the word "shadow" to mean the "ugly" parts of myself... the parts that need to be dragged into the light to be destroyed. But looking at them as the enemy perpetuates resistance which actually nails them in deeper. ("What you resist persists.") I guess I'm slow on the uptake here as I've heard people talk about this for a long time, but until we come to the realization for ourselves the concepts others bring forward just fuel the mind.... but... I am finally beginning to understand that I need to LOVE and ACCEPT my shadow. Love and accept my friend the black dragon (mine has beautiful blue eyes). If I can sit in the void or in suffering or in discomfort or in an "ugly" disposition and just feeeeeeeeel it (compassionately witness), it opens a portal to integration. Welllllll... I'm definitely not saying anything new here (this is classic Timeline Override Sequence ), but it is unpacking for me a little more as I type it out so thank you for bearing witness.

What I really wanted to note was my question about the rainbow dragon and how I wonder if that is the expression of the healed/restored reptilian consciousness?

What a ride!
Love to ALL,
Carissa

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Well, my AG pick feels related or at least builds on what I shared. I think that the next stage of this 7D/Crux Removal is this dissolution of the chakra membranes and access to the Inner Worlds Domain. I think this is what is "up" for me now.
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Inner_World_Domain

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It seems to me that I DO have multiple consciousnesses. One of them - the one that wrote the post above - is either "playing dumb" or is slower on the uptake than the One that I AM. It's weird. I already KNOW but there is more information that continues to keep my higher consciousness updated... all the AG picks like the Inner World Domains and White Diamond Elohiei and Hapshetsut's Temple, etc.... those are educating my HIGHER consciousness, not the one that is talking up there about dragons and reptillian conscousness, although that one does make some interesting observations. Let's not split. Is that what's happening here with forum energies? 

I was being tempted to "split" the other day with that vision of giving my dad a blowjob. Trying to remain grounded and accept and love through it and then a little later there were colors - purple especially. Was this the false violet ray or healing 7D energies? And then some other temptations to lose my mind which I chose to stand firm. Very interesting. 

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Just rolled a meditation and got September 2018 - The Golden Cube - about connecting with inner solar temple.
https://esfoundations.com/community/platinum-archives/download/2-platinum-archives/1030-2018sepascensionmeditation

God, THANK YOU!!!

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9:09 am 3/17/22 - that was an intense night. Activations? From Gold Cube? Needing to clear Crux Implants and do Microcosmic Orbit. I was sick most of the night - clearing black magic, trying to feel into (instead of fear) discomfort - nausea, upset stomach, diarreah mostly - with some hot/cold and CNS stuff. Health upgrade.

I have these scripts from Ghost (currently "there's darkness at the heart of my love"), Tiger King, and Monk - dreams about them, thinking about them, etc.... running through my head. THIS is programming. THIS is what "they" are trying to do to shut down Krystic conscoiusness. My consciousness is needed to support the reclamation of the Earth and instead it's tied up with these TV programs and my body is depleted and weakened from eating poison foods - SUGAR especially. 

I feel strongly that I shouldn't eat another drop of sugar. Stay away from it. I ate almost a whole half gallon of Walmart Sea Salt ice cream yesterday - I threw away the last 1/8 or so but it was poison and may also be why I got sick. I also am starting new supplements and took the pine bark one last night. 

BUT I think that the main thing is that I was working on healing... integrating energies. Activations. Thank you God!