Here is a brain dump of an unformed and unposted response to a forum post about the demiurge. I enjoyed the process of considering these things. Seems like I have enough margin to be in the forum again which makes me happy. Also, Misha popped back in to my life last night. And I shared some beautiful moments with myself doing the mirror exercise witnessing other stations of identity. Thank you God, for not leaving me in the dust!
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OK, I decided to post:
Fascinating! Thank you Hapichapi1 (Bruce?!)! There are so many familiar undertones in this story and it’s interesting to run through some different scenarios. I’m having a hard time pulling my thoughts into a cohesive whole… feels like herding cats… but I’ll try sharing some of what’s coming through.
All these shares drew me to consider that the demiurge is representative of all of humanity - we are born of mother (from the earth) and don't realize that there is higher power than us until we experience the divine, which seems like the father. This is based on a different part of my heart and understanding where I sometimes consider that earth and matter realm to be "mother" - the vessel our flesh is birthed through and then heaven and the awakened spirit being "father".... recognition of both is required to embody the fullness of God as the child and expression and offspring of these parents. This is not the holy mother and holy father of the ES material, of course. But all the mother/fathers are expressions of polarity and architecture built into those roles. Again, this is more a "heaven and earth" type of view that I'm looking at it... with mother being earth and father being the spirit... both are representative of life and required to be whole on this plane.
So that said, Anastasia's share has me thinking that the demiurge is representative of the unawakened soul who only experiences the matter realms.
Let me try something else...
Is the demiurge US?
I mean, I always get drawn back to the whole “I am the devil, the devil is me”… relating to the stories we hear about this being, and I think that’s because this character is representative of the fallen angelic human. One who is OF God… the offspring of God… conceived at the crux of the union of polarities… who IS (also) GOD… but has forgotten in this “fallen” state who he is and gets swept away by the experiences of the flesh… the ego nature ruling and driving a STS/satanic outflow of life. He is disconnected from God. Is that because God hid herself from him or because he hid himself from God - what came first, the chicken or the egg? Either way, in this state, he forgets who he/she is.
Perhaps when they begin to wake up there is outrage about being cast out of the Presence (though that’s not the case in reality, just part of the perception we are here to heal).
There are further complications by the introduction of other species that start messing with DNA… such as the whole annunaki thing where they start messing with the human (or demiurge)’s energetic architecture to create a slave species to farm (or whatever it is they are doing).
Further nailing in the separation from the Godworlds. Further causing us to forget who WE ARE. (Heck, are we even us anymore after we’ve been blown up …. damaged and distorted and dissociated?)
Also, another idea related to the hybridization...I have something going on where I feel like at one point in “time" there was a war or infiltration where the masculine representative wasn’t present (possibly froze in fear which led him to deep rooted shame and schisming resulted in FKOT and also resulted in perceived abandonment to the feminine whose bitterness resulted in DM). Anyway, during that war, the Sophia was raped and ended up conceiving a child with the “enemy” which brought her both shame and confusion but because she still loved her child, the fruit of her loins, I can see how she might want to hide him but allow him to have life. She might have planted him on the earth (a different timeline even) and hid herself from him so he didn’t recognize his God-ness for fear he’d draw or become like his “biological father” or that her true beloved might find out and if he was in FKOT mode, maybe she feared for her child’s life.
Regardless, now we are waking up and being called to heal the distorted dragon…reptilian… and/or annunaki DNA/influences, to come back to heart-based living to connect with the Source of ALL.
I don’t know … how does that work with the “mother/father” of my first paragraph? Or even the “mother/father” gender principles?
I am trying to watch myself. I don’t want to invite an “enemy patterning” narrative which sets me up for victim/victimizer mentality. The way to overcome that is through compassionate witnessing, of course. Recognition that we are called and granted consciousness as part of the solution and we are here in love to heal the broken heart of all of humanity and the precious earth we belong to.
Long (winded non-sensical meandering brain dump) story short, ultimately most of these types of stories seem about us… humans… as a way to connect with the deeper truth of who we are (which is beyond the matter realm). All these things are openings to the heart of God. (Or for fun for our analytical minds which is probably not the Way…but still part of the experience.)
Love to all! This is fun!
Love,
Carissa
Fascinating! Thank you Hapichapi1 (Bruce?!)! There are so many familiar undertones in this story and it’s interesting to run through some different scenarios. I’m having a hard time pulling my thoughts into a cohesive whole… feels like herding cats… but I’ll try sharing some of what’s coming through.
All these shares drew me to consider that the demiurge is representative of all of humanity - we are born of mother (from the earth) and don't realize that there is higher power than us until we experience the divine, which seems like the father. This is based on a different part of my heart and understanding where I sometimes consider that earth and matter realm to be "mother" - the vessel our flesh is birthed through and then heaven and the awakened spirit being "father".... recognition of both is required to embody the fullness of God as the child and expression and offspring of these parents. This is not the holy mother and holy father of the ES material, of course. But all the mother/fathers are expressions of polarity and architecture built into those roles. Again, this is more a "heaven and earth" type of view that I'm looking at it... with mother being earth and father being the spirit... both are representative of life and required to be whole on this plane.
So that said, Anastasia's share has me thinking that the demiurge is representative of the unawakened soul who only experiences the matter realms.
Let me try something else...
Is the demiurge US?
I mean, I always get drawn back to the whole “I am the devil, the devil is me”… relating to the stories we hear about this being, and I think that’s because this character is representative of the fallen angelic human. One who is OF God… the offspring of God… conceived at the crux of the union of polarities… who IS (also) GOD… but has forgotten in this “fallen” state who he is and gets swept away by the experiences of the flesh… the ego nature ruling and driving a STS/satanic outflow of life. He is disconnected from God. Is that because God hid herself from him or because he hid himself from God - what came first, the chicken or the egg? Either way, in this state, he forgets who he/she is.
Perhaps when they begin to wake up there is outrage about being cast out of the Presence (though that’s not the case in reality, just part of the perception we are here to heal).
There are further complications by the introduction of other species that start messing with DNA… such as the whole annunaki thing where they start messing with the human (or demiurge)’s energetic architecture to create a slave species to farm (or whatever it is they are doing).
Further nailing in the separation from the Godworlds. Further causing us to forget who WE ARE. (Heck, are we even us anymore after we’ve been blown up …. damaged and distorted and dissociated?)
Also, another idea related to the hybridization...I have something going on where I feel like at one point in “time" there was a war or infiltration where the masculine representative wasn’t present (possibly froze in fear which led him to deep rooted shame and schisming resulted in FKOT and also resulted in perceived abandonment to the feminine whose bitterness resulted in DM). Anyway, during that war, the Sophia was raped and ended up conceiving a child with the “enemy” which brought her both shame and confusion but because she still loved her child, the fruit of her loins, I can see how she might want to hide him but allow him to have life. She might have planted him on the earth (a different timeline even) and hid herself from him so he didn’t recognize his God-ness for fear he’d draw or become like his “biological father” or that her true beloved might find out and if he was in FKOT mode, maybe she feared for her child’s life.
Regardless, now we are waking up and being called to heal the distorted dragon…reptilian… and/or annunaki DNA/influences, to come back to heart-based living to connect with the Source of ALL.
I don’t know … how does that work with the “mother/father” of my first paragraph? Or even the “mother/father” gender principles?
I am trying to watch myself. I don’t want to invite an “enemy patterning” narrative which sets me up for victim/victimizer mentality. The way to overcome that is through compassionate witnessing, of course. Recognition that we are called and granted consciousness as part of the solution and we are here in love to heal the broken heart of all of humanity and the precious earth we belong to.
Long (winded non-sensical meandering brain dump) story short, ultimately most of these types of stories seem about us… humans… as a way to connect with the deeper truth of who we are (which is beyond the matter realm). All these things are openings to the heart of God. (Or for fun for our analytical minds which is probably not the Way…but still part of the experience.)
Love to all! This is fun!
Love,
Carissa
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