Sublimation

I keep mind-sliding to forget to note the strange occurrence the other night... not last night but the night before when I woke up and was surrounded by the smell and feel of wintergreen all around...even when I went outside it was there. I kept thinking of Sequoia saying what I thought at the time was 'wintergreen fresh Father"...but it was "minty fresh" having to do with the feel of the Holy Father energy. 

I've been feeling that "cool" energy too. Even when we are doing the Dispenza meditation and envisioning warm water coming up around us, my water has been a little cool which reminded me of Father energy.

Well, I think I'm going to try to go back to bed. It's 5:40. My tummy is starting to hurt a little and I'm getting a little nauseous but I think it's from the giant garlic that I put in my vagina to try to offset the imbalance I was feeling there. To ward off the vampires. 

Paul and I had an AAAAAMAZING love-making session yesterday. He doesn't want to ejaculate anymore (or rarely) so as to retain his creative forces for his creations... and I'm thrilled. We are practicing sublimation... I was too and it kept me awake longer...but oh man, sex felt soooooo good. 

And we talked yesterday which was good... feeling better about it all. The 80/80 book is motivating me to just give 80% with a generous heart filled with gratitude. I did get up and make his breakfast and lunch again and am still awake, obviously, at 5:43. I saw 2:22:44 as I was listening to the last bit of the Gold Ray call. 

5:44
11:11 11:11 11:11

Got both of these as yesterdays and today's AG picks:
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Messier_103 
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Messier_10 

Cassopeia has been top of mind lately - I've thought of it a few times and wondered if it's the "W" one (which Michael thinks of Wes when he sees). Ophicus has also been present with me this summer vyer much. Feeling lots of stars blinking brighthy at me. Activations. Enjoyed some time under the stars this morning in the hammock after Paul left for work. Misha sent me a weird satellite thing yesterday. I saw a comet or asteroid video on Malai's Instagram.

Got a 12:34
Finished the Dr.Wilson book part of my class/questions
Paul sent me the sweetest e-card!

It said: "Thank you for last night and for building a life with me. You are my world! You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me."

14:04 2:22

Rolled "Restoring Mother and Child Bond" meditation which seems sooooo on point. I've been feeling like all the meditations and work I've been doing have been about remembering that I AM my true parent - Holy Father and Holy Mother in/through ME. 

The talks that go along with that June 2015 are about restoring energetic balance which sounds on-point too. I should listen to them.