I saw an AQUA head/chest with blue tail dragonfly this morning! (Plus ducks, flying heron, a little strange awesome black bird on the pond, and our chickens).
Posted this in ESF:
I’m watching (and playing in the sandbox) as this whole thing unfolds. I found Matt Walsh's “What Is A Woman” documentary to be very entertaining (and sad and fascinating). The dear transgender man whose body is falling apart after all those surgeries breaks my heart and Kelly, I didn’t know you were suffering from post-plastic-surgery problems too… I’m so so sorry. Thank you for your courage and transparency - your sharing has really supported me as the transgender narrative has been unfolding the last couple years.
Ps. For anyone who hasn’t seen it yet, the “What Is A Woman” documentary was taken off YouTube (supposedly for a copyright violation) but I found this link… the quality may not be as good/clear, but I was happy to find it: https://odysee.com/@MrCoffee:f/What-is-a-woman---Full-Movie:3
GREAT talk to with Sophia about everything! 3D life, relationships, masculine feminine divide, patriarchal environment crumbling, roe vs wade, astral plane, healing stored trauma, nervous system, especially vagus nerve, meditation, etc. Everything. She is a true sister.
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And ZERO response to my Black Dragon post (which was just that question) ... 71 views. But I noticed that I posted it at 16:16. Well, I feel happy to have and continue to explore it.
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Well, I ended up posting:
Pondering Black Dragons.
This has been something I’ve been thinking about for a while now - at least a year. A couple days ago a black dragonfly came to check on me in my pain, to hold space and love for me and remind me that I’m not alone. Last year I had a dream that has stayed with me about a baby black dragon that was caught in a blanket and being smothered and I think maybe sat on. (We were on a mission where we we rescuing birds so as I unwrapped it, I expected this was going to be a bird, but it was a baby black dragon.) And I’ve seen a sleeping black dragon that opens one blue eye a couple times in meditation.
I was thinking of sharing my thoughts in my first post and then thought better of it and decided to ask for others’ opinions that I could maybe glean some understanding from. That didn’t get any traction so I guess I’ll just share mine. Heads up that I start kind of journaling… just weaving in and out of thought about some things. There is a lot of confusion energy and pieces from different stories/lore that have built into this so I considered deleting those parts, but I guess it’s okay to ponder out loud. Here’s the post I wrote:
Why do we always think that “black dragons” are “bad” or represent malicious beings? Could there be benevolent black dragons?
Does the shape and color of their eyes tell you anything? How about their energy? When you see them do they look sleepy? Skeptical? Curious?
Could this belief that black dragons are malevolent be related to integrating polarities? Do they represent black subtle forces? Do they represent shadows? Are shadows “negative"? Do they represent pieces that have been cut off? Are they pieces of fallen or traumatized consciousness? How do we reintegrate them? (I’d say through compassionate witnessing/loving awareness, and acceptance….allowing them to express, and recognizing the unity in ALL through Love.)
All of this is only based on my own thoughts and mental gymnastics ... I’m obviously not as versed in the mechanics and technology as many of you, but it seems that Ai is something different than even reversal energy. I postulate that perhaps the black dragons are related to the metatronic or inverted energy which may be the result of the fallen state, but I feel that is still organic and part of the polarization on this plane that may be supporting a balance necessary to sustain life in these particular dimensions. I don’t know why. Seems like less density is needed in higher dimensions, but the exploration of the lower ones was part of the project some came to try out.
Sounds like we find out we blow ourselves up and need to back out and bring the planet with us - so now we’re on this new project to see if we can ascend the planet back out of the inversion. I’d say we’re doing a great job and we’ve got some new teams working on helping those taking the lower path on the bifurcation, a waterslide out to another place altogether where they can rehabilitate fairly rapidly. But those of us who are still here are feeling this weight and it’s hard but I’d say our dragon family is supporting us and the blacks in particular seem to be anchoring us and watching us and though they seem skeptical, they seem wise and discerning and ultimately loving in a maybe even Albion-y/structural way.
To me the Ai dragons are metallic feeling and are not the same. I think they can be green and blue and black and whatever…but they feel like robots (of a sort)… inorganic. I think they are different. There are so many species out there vying for control of this project and species (earth+human) and a it feels like a couple have organized with different plans. The Ai aluminumy holographic thing feels to be driving (or at least a major player in) the transhuman agenda.
The Annunaki type of feel seems to be part of the controller, YHVH and false father God agenda in order to enslave and farm/feed on the earth. I think the transhuman agenda is also part of that - trying to make us into a slave race, but through genetic modification. The Abbadon collective seems like they’re doing that more through hybridization or interbreeding … raping.
I remember when I first joined ES, one of our beautiful members was sharing that there is a difference between “reptilian” and “annunaki” and I’ve tried to remain discerning as we hear about these races. I, personally, believe I am hybridized and infiltrated by annunaki (and drac) races and here to rehabilitate my DNA (or figure out if that’s possible).
It seems that the “dragon” part of us is related to the “reptilian” in some way and there is a connection between the egoic consciousness (which is often called the “reptilian mind”). We are born into flesh (in Judeo-Christian lore, this is the body ("of skins") we were covered with as a result of interacting with/believing the “serpent”)…. and the Way to the fruit-bearing trees (knowledge of good and evil and eternal life) is hidden from us. To be restored, we must “be born again” of spirit (Jn3), to surrender the desires of the flesh and egoic/reptillian nature and learn to listen to/follow God’s direction. “My declaration of intention is to serve my Source. I commit to serve my Highest Power, fully, completely and totally. I AM God, I AM Sovereign, I AM free.”
Well now I’ve made the ‘dragon’ into a malevolent creature again - a deceiver that leads us astray from listening to Source and directs us to listen to our desires. Womp womp. I guess there are many applications…
...but I do feel that just because something is black or dark grey, that they are not inherently negative. I think they anchor a frequency that we need in order to support a balanced integration. My new friend, the " Cicada Killer ”, looks like a very scary giant hornet but they are not aggressive unless provoked and they have black and yellow marks, just like some of the dragonflies and bumble bees that come by to remind me that it is the balance between the solar energies (which provide warmth, color, life-giving energies) and the darkness (necessary for rest and restoration), that leads to a balanced life and health. Even in the void, in the darkest of black spaces, we are never alone, God is with us. (Ps 23:4)
I have been experiencing all the colors of dragonflies coming with messages lately. Of course the green and blue ones remind me of Holy Father and Holy Mother. I see them the most, I haven’t seen the aqua (green+blue) one this year yet but an ES friend just randomly sent me a photo of one while I was typing this. Kiran and I saw an AMAZING one (or a few) last year together! Yesterday my friend Michael and I had a red one stop by (I’ve never seen a bright red one like that before)! I have seen yellow and black and grey ones… all feel benevolent and partners and family working on supporting our body as we purge the inorganic and toxic influences through our love and service in Unity.
Ps. An aqua-bodied dragonfly with a blue tail came to say hi first thing this morning! Thank you God!
Pss. The other day I was reflecting on being born on the corner of the Bermuda Triangle. I did a quick AG search and may have connected a dot or two and am feeling this might be a clue that I may be working with the ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Serpent_Grid
Love you all! Sorry this isn't a very loving post... more of a pondering post... mental body gymnastics... but it memorializes a piece of my search for understanding, and ultimately it doesn't really matter. That's one thing that I really am beginning to understand. No matter how much I "know" or "understand", my consciousness is still participating with the work. It's fun to learn about it but even if I don't, I will still be on my particular mission team and still be working on what we're working on. My responsibility is to quell my negative ego and learn how to love and serve better. To heal and restore the disconnected parts of my soul so that I can more wholly show up for whatever and whomever I'm called to love on.
That's all!
Love,
Carissa
Pondering Black Dragons.
This has been something I’ve been thinking about for a while now - at least a year. A couple days ago a black dragonfly came to check on me in my pain, to hold space and love for me and remind me that I’m not alone. Last year I had a dream that has stayed with me about a baby black dragon that was caught in a blanket and being smothered and I think maybe sat on. (We were on a mission where we we rescuing birds so as I unwrapped it, I expected this was going to be a bird, but it was a baby black dragon.) And I’ve seen a sleeping black dragon that opens one blue eye a couple times in meditation.
I was thinking of sharing my thoughts in my first post and then thought better of it and decided to ask for others’ opinions that I could maybe glean some understanding from. That didn’t get any traction so I guess I’ll just share mine. Heads up that I start kind of journaling… just weaving in and out of thought about some things. There is a lot of confusion energy and pieces from different stories/lore that have built into this so I considered deleting those parts, but I guess it’s okay to ponder out loud. Here’s the post I wrote:
Why do we always think that “black dragons” are “bad” or represent malicious beings? Could there be benevolent black dragons?
Does the shape and color of their eyes tell you anything? How about their energy? When you see them do they look sleepy? Skeptical? Curious?
Could this belief that black dragons are malevolent be related to integrating polarities? Do they represent black subtle forces? Do they represent shadows? Are shadows “negative"? Do they represent pieces that have been cut off? Are they pieces of fallen or traumatized consciousness? How do we reintegrate them? (I’d say through compassionate witnessing/loving awareness, and acceptance….allowing them to express, and recognizing the unity in ALL through Love.)
All of this is only based on my own thoughts and mental gymnastics ... I’m obviously not as versed in the mechanics and technology as many of you, but it seems that Ai is something different than even reversal energy. I postulate that perhaps the black dragons are related to the metatronic or inverted energy which may be the result of the fallen state, but I feel that is still organic and part of the polarization on this plane that may be supporting a balance necessary to sustain life in these particular dimensions. I don’t know why. Seems like less density is needed in higher dimensions, but the exploration of the lower ones was part of the project some came to try out.
Sounds like we find out we blow ourselves up and need to back out and bring the planet with us - so now we’re on this new project to see if we can ascend the planet back out of the inversion. I’d say we’re doing a great job and we’ve got some new teams working on helping those taking the lower path on the bifurcation, a waterslide out to another place altogether where they can rehabilitate fairly rapidly. But those of us who are still here are feeling this weight and it’s hard but I’d say our dragon family is supporting us and the blacks in particular seem to be anchoring us and watching us and though they seem skeptical, they seem wise and discerning and ultimately loving in a maybe even Albion-y/structural way.
To me the Ai dragons are metallic feeling and are not the same. I think they can be green and blue and black and whatever…but they feel like robots (of a sort)… inorganic. I think they are different. There are so many species out there vying for control of this project and species (earth+human) and a it feels like a couple have organized with different plans. The Ai aluminumy holographic thing feels to be driving (or at least a major player in) the transhuman agenda.
The Annunaki type of feel seems to be part of the controller, YHVH and false father God agenda in order to enslave and farm/feed on the earth. I think the transhuman agenda is also part of that - trying to make us into a slave race, but through genetic modification. The Abbadon collective seems like they’re doing that more through hybridization or interbreeding … raping.
I remember when I first joined ES, one of our beautiful members was sharing that there is a difference between “reptilian” and “annunaki” and I’ve tried to remain discerning as we hear about these races. I, personally, believe I am hybridized and infiltrated by annunaki (and drac) races and here to rehabilitate my DNA (or figure out if that’s possible).
It seems that the “dragon” part of us is related to the “reptilian” in some way and there is a connection between the egoic consciousness (which is often called the “reptilian mind”). We are born into flesh (in Judeo-Christian lore, this is the body ("of skins") we were covered with as a result of interacting with/believing the “serpent”)…. and the Way to the fruit-bearing trees (knowledge of good and evil and eternal life) is hidden from us. To be restored, we must “be born again” of spirit (Jn3), to surrender the desires of the flesh and egoic/reptillian nature and learn to listen to/follow God’s direction. “My declaration of intention is to serve my Source. I commit to serve my Highest Power, fully, completely and totally. I AM God, I AM Sovereign, I AM free.”
Well now I’ve made the ‘dragon’ into a malevolent creature again - a deceiver that leads us astray from listening to Source and directs us to listen to our desires. Womp womp. I guess there are many applications…
...but I do feel that just because something is black or dark grey, that they are not inherently negative. I think they anchor a frequency that we need in order to support a balanced integration. My new friend, the " Cicada Killer ”, looks like a very scary giant hornet but they are not aggressive unless provoked and they have black and yellow marks, just like some of the dragonflies and bumble bees that come by to remind me that it is the balance between the solar energies (which provide warmth, color, life-giving energies) and the darkness (necessary for rest and restoration), that leads to a balanced life and health. Even in the void, in the darkest of black spaces, we are never alone, God is with us. (Ps 23:4)
I have been experiencing all the colors of dragonflies coming with messages lately. Of course the green and blue ones remind me of Holy Father and Holy Mother. I see them the most, I haven’t seen the aqua (green+blue) one this year yet but an ES friend just randomly sent me a photo of one while I was typing this. Kiran and I saw an AMAZING one (or a few) last year together! Yesterday my friend Michael and I had a red one stop by (I’ve never seen a bright red one like that before)! I have seen yellow and black and grey ones… all feel benevolent and partners and family working on supporting our body as we purge the inorganic and toxic influences through our love and service in Unity.
Ps. An aqua-bodied dragonfly with a blue tail came to say hi first thing this morning! Thank you God!
Pss. The other day I was reflecting on being born on the corner of the Bermuda Triangle. I did a quick AG search and may have connected a dot or two and am feeling this might be a clue that I may be working with the ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Serpent_Grid
Love you all! Sorry this isn't a very loving post... more of a pondering post... mental body gymnastics... but it memorializes a piece of my search for understanding, and ultimately it doesn't really matter. That's one thing that I really am beginning to understand. No matter how much I "know" or "understand", my consciousness is still participating with the work. It's fun to learn about it but even if I don't, I will still be on my particular mission team and still be working on what we're working on. My responsibility is to quell my negative ego and learn how to love and serve better. To heal and restore the disconnected parts of my soul so that I can more wholly show up for whatever and whomever I'm called to love on.
That's all!
Love,
Carissa
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Just video chatted a little with Paul's daughter's Alicia and Felicity...and Felicity's husband, Ryan.
2:42 it feels like someone just gave me an etheric ear pinch. Black magic from posting?
2:42 it feels like someone just gave me an etheric ear pinch. Black magic from posting?
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