Sunday, September 6, 2020

Invisible lightbody to practitioner and trying to kill myself

My response to Lisa's share about working with energetic practitioners here: https://esfoundations.com/index.php/forum/practitioner-offerings/3003-gaining-clarity-of-purpose-with-energetic-healing-basic-levels-of-healing

This explains so much! There was one man in particular who used guides and medical assistance teams to direct and support the bodies participating with his nutrition program. For some reason he could never find me and it really messed me up. I used to try lots of things to be “seen” - he suggested bright clothing. I also tried being naked outside so the tin roof didn’t get in the way - ha! He could connect with my horse who is one of my guardians and get info that way, but it was disconcerting that he couldn’t find ME. I thought it was because my lightbody was so weak. Maybe it was, but maybe it was just a different resonance.


I remember 9 years ago feeling like I had a bubble of protection around me. I was sent to car accidents a lot and one time I was standing in the middle of a 6 lane road with someone who’s car had just been hit and watched cars like bump off the shield and fly through the air (only one car flew)... it was wild. I felt very strongly that my shield saved that lady’s life. I didn’t know what a shield or even aura was at that time, but it was supernatural and wild. I wonder if that was a 12D shield? It was after my walk-in, so maybe my future self (or whatever it is), is/was doing some management. Probably to save my crazy life! Before that [walk-in], I jumped out of a plane 40 times. I just realized I have been in a battle my whole life- I was always trying, mostly subconsciously, to kill myself. I laid down in the road waiting for someone to run me over when I was like 9. Who does that? The person didn’t run me over, but she told on me.

Whoo. I digress.

Such perfect and blessed material and support here. Thank you Lisa and All!

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