See what Ego does?

I almost answered a forum post with this:

Thank you S____,

I appreciate you bringing this thread to the forum and the reminder from Lisa’s talk last night which was incredibly powerful and chock-full of energetic downloads. I leaked through the whole meditation (tears). So much to integrate.

Number one, I have great guilt that I could be the one who said the Magi Grail King thing. It wasn’t intentional but I definitely have kept trying to “see myself in” the things I’m learning as I look for understanding to anchor the strange experience I’m having in this life. I relate to so many things but I just try them on to see how they fit. I did that with lots of religions too. Anyway, I appreciated Lisa’s exhortation and yours here too as it really can create a hangup. It might be like getting off an exit on the highway thinking this is your exit and then you have to take a right or a left so you start following your directions but it turns out that you may have gotten off the exit early and really your directions start on another exit. Not a perfect example, but that’s what flowed out. Ha.

Anyway, my focus definitely needs to be on the negative ego clearing and Lightbody building. That’s it. I will say that I have done what I perceive everyone is talking about regarding “gridworking” for a very long time but it’s not intentional… though now with this context I’ve tried to follow some of what I’ve learned and frankly it seems to be more effective. Now I invite beings and body parts and stuck energy to exit and tell them it’s safe to do so and invite them to choose God’s Light or a timeline of their choosing (essentially - I just go with the flow and I stumble over my words, but my intention is there). Lisa said that if someone is doing it naturally then it is what it is. So I …

This whole thing is my ego trying to justify herself.

You don’t need to justify anything… you don’t answer to the forums or to Lisa or to anyone… JUST GOD. YOU ANSWER TO ME. So spend time with me and let me light your path and guide and teach you. These are tools for you, beloved. I am with you always. 

Thank you God.