Fallen Angel

 I've wondered if I'm a "fallen angel". Today I was writing to my new Krystic friend, Candice and sharing lots of questions... here, I'll copy and paste:

You have such beautiful sensitivity to spirit, Candice! I am always in awe of how in touch you are with your dreams and Lightbody. I was inspired by how you were so clearly observing your shield from inside and outside the other day. I try but it’s like ... trying, like trying to peer through fog - so much effort and not clear rewards.  

 

Tell me more about the prophetic thing... and where do you think that wisdom comes from? I, of course, love the prophets of old and feel like I (and many others) can relate - do you think that’s our - and their, say Elijah’s- monad (or is it avatar?) self that’s called “the spirit of YHVH”? What and who is this YHVH? A false God? A trickster? Was it the trickster’s spirit “messing with” Elijah or Isaiah or Ezekiel or was it their spirit of their higher self? Or their future self? How does this relate to YHVH? Is there a spirit of YHVH? Is there a spirit of Jesus (Christian “God”), a spirit of Yeshua? Is this the same as “Christ/Krystic Consciousness”?

 

How was your Agni session? Mine was incredible- I had a huge ancestral clearing during it and the second half was her telling me a lot about history, I think. I am apparently related to it, but I have no memory of it. She thought I might have been involved with the Dead Sea scrolls as well (which may be why I have been so drawn to the writings after my walk-in). Have you had a walk-in experience? I am just this year figuring out that that’s what it was - before that I just thought it was an “awakening” where “something happened and God poured into me and I poured out and I haven’t been the same since. I could hear the voice of God and my life has been WILD since”!! 

 

Anyway, this is long! I like the voice memos in what’s app so we can just ramble to each other but in here they are limited to 1 min. Never feel pressured to respond in any particular time - take your time - and you don’t have to respond at all to anything I say - we are learning so much and it’s just fun to bounce our [crazy, ever-evolving] thoughts off each other! (In my opinion.)  

 

Oh, so when the dudes asked John the Baptist if he was Elijah (or was it Isaiah?), do you think that’s because he could have been an incarnation of the same being? From the same Avatar? Is that what all this is? And how many beings can be in one? Are we in the same Avatar as Yeshua? Lisa? Is this the “Christ/Kryst Avatar?” And how many are I the earth? Or is that a level higher?

 

Thanks for letting me think about this more. It’s fascinating.

 

What does it look like to “get things for” Rachel? Like it comes up in reading? Writing? Spirit? Dreams? Do you think you could have BEEN Rachel? This is so interesting. Apparently my husband is from the line of Judah (or something) which is why, maybe, his “truth” is rooted in Torah.

And as soon as I finished, RAQUEL popped through with this video to watch!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSrx9pU_pdI&t=10s
AMAZING!! Such timing... spoke more about Dead Sea Scrolls and the history of humanity and the earth (at least during this incarnation... I think this must be our current incarnation which may be coming to an end soon... the 26,000 year cycles. I think Atlantis and Lemuria (etc???) were before this one. 

So I think I may be called as a "Watcher" turned "Fallen Angel" or "Annunaki"... that I am "Nephilim" and have this blood/DNA. This makes me both a target, and also someone with a difficult call/contract to restore the earth... to heal the damage... to reverse miasma/karma. 

Whoa.