I wrote this to myself
Begin forwarded message:From: Carissa Wages <crwages@gmail.com>Date: December 11, 2023 at 12:49:33 PM ESTTo: Carissa Wages <crwages@gmail.com>I wish I’d listen to myself.
Why do I miss Ryan and wish he would apologize and come around?
But the question is will I apologize and take all the blame to keep him /the peace?
How can I restore my consciousness and wisdom and self?
Just tuck in and take care of ME.
Follow my own heart and my own beat of my own drummer.
Love on my doggies and animals and rest and take care of ME
...and Ryan sent a Telegram literally 5 minutes later at 12:54. WTH?
Someone from the Town of Selma just wrote back and called me too. Sounds like I need to do some sort of voluntary annexation into the city limits of Selma so I can get utilities. Okay.
But WHY am I so dumb with Ryan. I just read that amazing post I wrote yesterday. So honest. But I just melt at the thought of maybe getting to talk to Ryan. Ugh. I should call and see if he wants to walk the dogs with me.
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