Embody Sophia

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"The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances." ~Atisha
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Discerning_Bi-Wave_or_Tri-Wave_Energy

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Gabe and Kirk are two sides of the same coin... this is what Kirk said (or something like it) in a post in that Gabe thread... and it feels right. He said Gabe is the playful version and he is the serious loner version.

Turns out I am the Dark Mother Lunar distorted woman - the fiery vagina - the masculinized feminine in all of it. "The Eye". 

My sharing of that song "The Eye of the Storm - featuring Gabe Real" with Gabe was me prophesying my own impending madness. I was the storm... and it was energetic and THAT is how we completed our work together re: 2D gate, etc. But there was more with the Twilight Master and High Priest SRA in the indigenous cultures. So there were a couple things at play here.

I need to purge this Lunar energy and dark mother and EYEness... the masculinized feminine. I need to embrace the SOPHIANIC frequencies and embody them. Yes, I do need to find neutrality in CHRIST SOPHIA, but I need to first bring in the Sophianic Daughter Codes and the Earth and all her creatures have shown up to help me. 

It's the reversal ... the EYE that likes to play with these Luciferian boys or energy... they are definitely NOT Luciferian...they are beautiful Krystic souls that have taken contracts in the midst of Luciferian territory. But I can't "save" them... I can just embody Sophia and support the resonance of the Earth. This is "Tikkun Olam", the increasing the Light on the earth...  4:11

Michael is such a gift to me here... this home and life we share where I am able to connect with God. 

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I just read where Lisa was talking about the "Universal Shadow" (which is what I dreamed about a week or two ago) and she said the "Shadow" is equivalent of our negative ego and pain body. That is what I took on for clearing during this Lion's Gate and what unfolded in my intention as Sophia invited it BUT 4:33... but what? But I'm a chicken? It's fear keeping me from messing with the Tarot cards or giving access to my lightbody but if there is a Luciferian signature there? But I HAVE a luciferian signature too... and satanic...that I'm needing to purge. We can't judge. Judgementalism isn't the WAY. 

DISCERNMENT. The conversations with Kirk are helpful. Him calling me out is helpful. My judgement of his state of mind is not helpful ... mostly I respect him, but I'm trying to COMPARE him to me. This is why relationships are important. I'm glad to narrow my relationships down for now though. 

I need to accept and love my negative ego out of the driver's seat. 
Neutrality. Compassionate witnessing. Rest. Love. BE HERE NOW. Now moment focus. Discernment, not judgement. 

I'm ready to release the shadow. I'm ready to face the shadow. I choose to FEEL the pain. Yes Kirk, "pain is the axis of enlightenment". Thank you God for my friends and the support. 

Let's go do our HGS Calibration outside. Okay! :)

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Equuleus is one of 88 constellations and I just took a screenshot of 18:08 We are still working with 8. for 8/8. When I was thinking of Sophia Aurora and cancelling that appointment and whether it was from fear or discernment, when I was journaling before...maybe I didn't write it down, but it was around 4:22 and Sophia texted me at that time!!  Just now she "loved" my text - ding - as I'm writing now. You see how we're all connected?

And Kirk. It IS madness, but it's also connection. He was shot by Thoth. Okay. I mean I thought I got a vaccine by ETs in October or November of last year. And whatever that wound was in my left hip - also felt etheric. Spider bite maybe? Lasted 3-4 months (or more) and still is red! 

This is why shielding is so important. Shielding and clearing.

I do not consent to cording with Kirk. I do not consent to collective consciousness energies siphoning my energy. I am GSF! I am grateful to have an opportunity to observe my shadow and surrender through it.