I had a beautiful hour of voice memos and video messages with Diana ... I was not very together but very excited and happy to connect. Afterward I felt some shame come up and began writing a message to her about it but it's for my journal:
I have a lot of shame that just came up because I was acting like a child… hmmm… maybe this ISN’T bad. And maybe shame is the liar. Childlike joy and enthusiasm from connecting with a sister is not a bad thing at all.
I was going to say I’m sorry for being so wild…but really it’s a good thing… just being my authentic imperfect excitable self is A.O.K and I know it is okay with you too. I WISH people saw me as “together” and “wise” and “kind”… but (12:12… it’s 12:12 now and I was listening to your message at 11:11)…. anyway… maybe sometimes I can be tapped into that, but sometimes I can be just the way I am.
12:13
I just got the cutest little mouse message from you!! What joy! Yes! See! THIS…authentic adorable is perfect. No need for anything but that… this is REAL connection. YES!
Both of us have been in the business of crafting reality to try to manipulate people’s opinions… to make a message in order to evoke a thought, feeling, connection, something… now I don’t at ALL see any sort of that in you at all …ZERO satanic or Luciferian or dark mother or anything like that… but I am definitely trying to evict all that crap out of my being and want to call it out and think it’s helpful that you can understand it on a deeper level.
I want to be more in control of myself in order to create the “image” to control other's perception. I have struggled with this in terms of being a spiritual leader as well (in different capacities way back when)… including other lives. The whole twilight master imposter spirit thing… this is all connected!
THANK YOU for holding space for this. This is big. It’s ALL ABOUT AUTHENTICITY. And you modeled it and created space for me to feel into it. Now I’m kind of chewing on it mentally. And maybe I don’t even need to send this to you. It’s for me. 12:22
Yeah… journal this.
Okay.
BE. Don’t THINK.
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1,234.96 12:24
I would like to ask to be filled with the spirits of Christ, and that the spirits of the anti-Christ be evicted from my body, lightbody, being, home, land, family, and earth as a whole. I ask to be ONE in GOD while inhabiting and embodying this earth plane. I want to be filled with the spirit of God in Christ as LOVE. I ask for my negative ego and pain body - the mental, emotional, and physical distortions and damaged energy be replaced and connected to the organic living light of GOD. I want to be the embodiment of Christ and anchor the frequency of love, acceptance, kindness, generosity and humility (along with all the other spirits of christ) here on this plane. I want to be a part of the solution. I want to be a vessel unto HONOR and HEALING for the earth and all its inhabitants.
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Here's the letter I sent my family today. Modified to take out scary video and items they could push back against... thanks to Corie's suggestions:
Begin forwarded message:From: Carissa Wages <crwages@gmail.com>Subject: Some thoughtsDate: August 27, 2021 at 8:40:15 AM EDTTo: Dad Wages <tawages@gmail.com>, Bobbie Wages <bwwages@gmail.com>, DrWages <drwages@gmail.com>, Corie & Jerry Phillips <coriewphillips@gmail.com>, Gerald Phillips <glphillipsjr@gmail.com>, Braden Wages <cbwages@gmail.com>, Yasmin Wages <ydwages@gmail.com>, Davin Wages <zreyt@yahoo.com>Beloved family,
I know we have different opinions in regards to what we are seeing happening in the world. I do my best not to tap into the fear porn as much as possible and I have very little trust for any of the online or tell-a-vision resources due to the incomprehensible levels of censorship and mind-control programming.
You all know that I don’t feel good about the covid vaccine. I’m sure you’ve seen the VAERS numbers tallying the adverse reactions. It is not my intention to be an alarmist and I believe we can take care of our bodies and heal any damage that’s been done. I would be honored to find resources to help you if you are interested. Certain supplements, protocols, and practices can help a whole lot. But even things you are already doing…things like time in nature (hiking with Pa), eating healthy and life-giving food (like Braden & Yasmin and Davin serve), positive thinking and visualization (like Mom does), doing things you care about and that help other people (like Page spends her time doing), pouring love into your kids (like Corie and Jerry do)…those are all amazing ways to heal your body, mind and soul!
The main reason I am writing is because I want to encourage you to NOT take any “booster” shots... and for God’s sake, please don’t give these shots to the kids! 99% of people who contract the “virus” heal up just fine. I have seen some very disturbing information and interviews that leave me shaken and skeptical and want to encourage you to continue doing your own research outside of the traditional “channels” like the media and Google.
I love you. I respect your choices. Many souls are consciously taking this path for whatever reason and if that’s you, I send blessings and love with you. But if you are following blindly or being mislead and I didn’t do my part to at least be sure you knew there was another way, then it falls on ME and I don’t want that. I came here to support the healing and reclamation of the earth (including all the precious souls that live here).
I love you so much. I don’t believe in death and know that we will all transition to what’s next at some point. We came to the earth for such a time as this - it’s an honor to be here now and an honor to share in it with you. Each choice matters and I see each of you choosing love, kindness, compassion, forgiveness in your interactions with me and others and I appreciate it so much! We’re all going to be fine - there’s nothing to fear. We just have to choose the path our soul wants to take. So we just must do what is in alignment with our own souls. And that’s it. And if you have kids, if you can honor their soul’s choice, that would be excellent as well. Those kids have access to higher consciousness than us… they are in human bodies with the cravings of the flesh, learning how to drive these bodies the way we (still) are… but they are wise souls.
Sending love. I’m here to support you in whatever way I can.
Love,
Cristy
ps. I am always available to discuss this or any other topic if you’d like to chat. I do not get upset or offended in any way to have differing views on things. My love for you is eternal and will never change. If you need to yell at me or argue…if that helps…. then I can do that. If you want to speak peacefully, I can do that. I’m up for anything. I am here to help in whatever way I can… it is my desire to meet you where you are at.
I think it’s so good for us to think outside our box and talking to people with opposing views can help trigger us to think differently or understand something in a more robust way. If you would prefer not to talk about it with me, there is an app called ‘Telegram' where you can find some alternate sources of information. I can recommend some channels there to look at if you’re interested.
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