"Nobody can bring you peace but yourself." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson
Michael was excited as he was putting together pieces about the nefesh and ruach and torus field and God's spirit ... and I jumped in 11:33 and tried to correct or teach him according to my understanding. I felt like I had studied this so deeply in 2011 and that I knew more than him... it exalted my ego and I started trying to teach... this haughty and superior ego game dismantled his joy in his own discovery and set up his own ego to fight against mine.... I'm right, no I'm right, no I'M right, NO I'M RIGHT!!... you see?
Each person's discoveries and path are their own. Judgement and trying to teach or show someone something... TRYING to influence them = NOT OF GOD. If they are influenced by my field or my own sharing from my own heart from my own experience, then that's great. But when I add in just a little bit of "let me tell them this so they can learn or see something", then it pollutes the whole thing. Throw it all in the garbage! EGO GARBAGE!
Judgement. It comes down to that. To needing to discern energies and BE a compassionate witness. To feel and be excited or sad or WHATEVER WITH the person... but when I am trying to TEACH or SHOW ... I'm thinking of Paul Crothamel and Josh Via now too... I can't TELL THEM. I can only hold a field in love.
The whole CHURCH thing is set up where people learn to follow the imposter spirit. They are looking for someone else to come in and do the connecting to God for them. That is not aligned with my mission or purpose. I am designed to help people connect with God and discover their own relationship and inner connection and I'm designed to do that as a frequency keeper, just holding the field in LOVE.
I've been so bad at this because it's been targeted to keep me away from this very important role. This dang negative ego...
Thank you God for all the support and understanding and forgiveness and opportunity to practice.
The Christians said "you are an encourager, that's one of your spiritual gifts" so I've run off and tried to do that in my flesh... to encourage and inspire and support by imposing my judgement on the situation.
A week or two ago when I was talking to Laura I wanted so badly for her to share her judgements... she didn't at first and it felt so empty and I cried because I felt like she didn't CARE. But that's not true. She was holding space and it actually provided the window for me to feel that "aloneness" which is part of the wound. So maybe it won't feel like the old flesh rubbing get up in your business that people are used to from me, but maybe it will be LIFE GIVING. And maybe they won't like me and that's okay.
There are so many lessons here. I just need to PRACTICE. Thank you God for helping me to shed my negative ego and bad behaviors so that I can hold a field of LOVE... of neutrality...DIVINE NEUTRALITY in order to allow the other person's God-self to have space to work with their earth-self.
This whole exercise is between our God-self and our Earth-self. I just need to stay out of the way. 11:54 11:55 12:22 12:23
Set my other Instagram account which I never use but don't want to get rid of altogether as I like the photos.... but I set it as private and made sure I followed everyone who followed me or booted them out. But I don't use it so it's not a problem.
Still corded to Kirk but he's my brother and friend and I care about him. We'll see what God says.
Definitely feeling good about all this. Breathing room.
The OmniLove meditations are reallllllly supportive and healing, I feel. Thank you God!
Admission = I went into Michael's account (with his permission) to see what my FB account looked like and while there I looked at Tyrone's accounts again. I dreamed of him last night. I wonder if he dreamed of me. Is this an Ai Clone? Talking about him to myself on my walk I remembered that his FB profile looked like he got the jab. This is obviously a sign that he's on a different path of the bifurcation. But then I thought about how I considered putting one of those emblems on my FB photo for laughs when they asked me... they were pushing it and I thought it would be funny. Luckily I got my witts about me quickly and DIDN'T, but I wondered if he was doing that too? But his photos are so dark and I feel the energy signature. He's not ready to wake up yet. Not to the LIGHT anyway. I can't change or do anything and worrying and thinking about it is a waste of my resources.
My resources must be spent on embodying CHRISTSOPHIA. Especially Sophia... the divine feminine ... ejecting lunar forces and aligning my Krystal Heart with God. Forget the boys!!
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An Impostor is defined as any Entity or human being that is saying words or expressions, or making representations that it does not embody, nor comprehend, nor behave or act in accordance with. A person who pretends to be someone else in order to deceive others, especially for fraudulent gain.
An Imposter Spirit is the Luciferian or Satanic Spirit which promotes false light authority and anti-life architecture through deception, lies of omission, manipulation with malice to promote intentional harm, death or destruction to serve its personal agenda. These belief systems are the basis which forms the Negative Ego and was manifested out of the predator mind of the Orion Group.
This Imposter Spirit energy was inserted and imprinted as our False Parent, and the spiritual betrayal we have experienced in our heart and soul due to this fact has been crushing for many. Because of the timeline of the Impostor invasion, the False Parent has manifested physically, ancestrally, genetically and energetically (spiritually) throughout our sense of identity. Without our true spiritual identity and being incarnated into an enslaved reality deception, humanity has existed in a severe identity crisis, unaware of its purpose, unaware of being interfered with in its inner source connection. We were tricked into believing the Impostor spirits values and purpose was one of benevolence and love for humanity, when its overall hidden motivation is to enslave and harm us. We will see this revelation of the impostor spirit and false parent ripple throughout all aspects of our societal leadership, and we will need to be strong spiritually and in our personal faith to be able to see the authentic truth. The impostor spirit has hid inside our schools, governments, hospitals, careers, leadership, family members, things we hold most sacred and finally, even inside of us. We believed this False Parent spirit loved us and cared for us, and we are seeing that is not really true. The impostor spirit is not capable or equipped to know true love or benevolence towards life, towards children, towards humanitarian values. Therefore, with this pattern surfacing, this is a very hard and confusing time for humanity to reach this inner spiritual revelation in all areas and walks of life.
Many unconscious human beings are totally unaware they are carrying dead energy, displaced entities, negative alien implants, unaware that they are soul disconnected and mind controlled to limit further consciousness expansion. In other terms, this is enslavement of the person without their consent. This is a form of possession and is the servitude or bondage to the imposter spirit. An imposter spirit can be Luciferian or Satanic spirits. This is how spiritual-energetic enslavement is manifested.
If this persists, combined with continued destructive behavior to the self and others that are repeated as life patterns, the person becomes sucked into a density of painfully low self-esteem, phobias, fears and addictions. Most of the time that will include layers of astral debris, displaced entities, impersonal elemental forces, and sometimes, includes full demonic possession.
I don't want that! And I see how this is operating in my circles....seeing it in those I care about (which is a mirror showing it in ME! I DO NOT CONSENT!! NO MORE!!)
In ES Ascension terms, we refer to these power grids as the Thoth Grids or Phoenix Grid as well as Black Magic Grids, and that Aleister Crowley is the alien contactee that served the Armageddon Software timelines and was manipulated to enforce the Black Magician archetype for Satanic forces to increase SRA on the earth. Crowley's archetype is synonymous with Black Magician as his massive Negative Ego was exploited from his previous incarnation as a Solar Templar Lord in Atlantis. Crowley was used to influence people to make Satanism extremely popular on the earth, mostly as a reaction to the NAA religions that were losing popularity for mind controlling the masses. The NAA was interested to control the middle east completely, and used the area of original NAA invasion to manipulate Crowley into becoming their poster boy for activating their replicated creation code, the Baphomet and its feedlines into the parasitic Imposter Spirits.
Did I choose to embody this or go through it in order to heal it? Or was it part of "mission failure"? No... not in this life dear one. In this life you are re-experiencing and echoing pieces of past/future timelines in order to inact the TOS (timeline override sequence). We don't have to experience a WHOLE lifetime anymore...sometimes it's something like that pain in your liver/side that we can use to support the TOS. Sometimes it's a heartbreak like with Dayve, but sometimes it's a heart SHATTERING resulting in metatronic reversal (which technically you already embodied due to the Fallen Tree but this sped it up exponentially), this Tyrone HG turned anti-HG through enemy patterning... in order to complete the black heart embodiment.
You WERE cloaked to prevent psychic attack so you could work through this mission... you continue to be, it's for your protection. We are working with you under the cloak, increasing your light quotient and healing your being so when the time comes to take the cloak off, you will be strong enough to resist the darkness which threatens to swallow the Light. (It cannot.)
Thank you for this ... that we get to do this... and for the legions supporting the work! Thank you Teams! Thank you Higher Self! Shhhh. Just be with it. You don't need to react... that's your ego. We don't need that. You are fully and completely loved just as you are.
Let's put aside judgement, pride, ego, gluttony, addiction... PLEASE. I'm ready to level UP.
Remember when I had to go through that whole vaccine battle in order to volunteer at hospice?! I almost compromised and took some vaccines!! So glad I didn't! I did get that bubble under my skin and wish I hadn't. NO MORE.
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