I mean... this is kind of weird but I liked the topic, and posted a weird response on it and it had a 23...
I said (this mess):
I'm not really sure what to write here. I want to acknowledge that I definitely signed up for this role and can relate to every bullet in that list (loved the diamond bullets!).
Super duper grateful for the context and tools provided to help me slog off the negative ego and more efficiently work my pieces. I love what Sequoia vibrates about really not having to DO anything... it all just kind of seems to unfold on its own. I've been participating for a long time but just now getting traction on anchoring consciousness around it into this plane. But again, it just happens.
I'm kind of torn about this when it comes to shielding.... I feel that shielding and the clearings and staying connected with the Krystic consciousness fields/information/context provided in OL and ES really help me ... so it does require DOING... but it also feels like maybe it would continue to unfold on its own. Because really, does my consciousness... Carissa's consciousness... of the work that my Avatar/HS/Source is doing really matter? I don't know.
I've thought about testing out going back to not-shielding but have fear around it. Fear's not good either. Waiting for a calm time in the fields before trying that one.
I digress.
Just wanted to reply to let you know this share is heard and appreciated!
ps. I'm burning to share that two nights ago it seems like I was working with 2D star gate all night. And last night I dreamt of 2 spider webs.
Please forgive me for this mess. I'm not sure what I'm doing writing like this - I guess I just want to touch into the field on some level. I read your "we give everyone grace" post (not your words exactly) but it helped free certain pieces that are now allowing me to imperfectly respond to your post that definitely didn't need a response but I wanted to ... so I am... and I'm going to feel into this, how this feels. A little weird so far. Ha!
Love to All!
Carissa
This was in OmniLov. I don't think I've been posting my OmniLov posts here in my journal but should. I'll check. I also posted in ES:
Lisa, Thank you for the update and insight- it was very helpful and loving and I am grateful to God for it and you and this Krystic container and all the beloved team members here!
I remember during Staci's first group meditation which she held space for on Zoom... we did the Mother's Cosmic Aether meditation as a group and it was very powerful. One of the things that came up for me which I shared with the group afterwards thinking it was really "out there" was this connection with what I thought was the "Ring of Fire". I thought it had to do with the volcanos that surround Seattle/that part of the world, but more layers keep being pulled back.
Tryggve/Extraposer and All,
I pulled this meditation 3 days in a row (from a stack of 106 cards)... 3 days in a row. I can hardly get my head around it! It's happened twice before, but never three times! Wow God!!!
City 4 Square Encryption - Learn how to build the city 4 square architecture in your personal field and space to build a strong spiritual foundation of support. Work with the Aurora and the Diamond Light Hamonic to re-encrypt your residence and space, remove and seal harmful portals, Clear primordial imprints of shock, cosmic rage, abandonment, unworthiness, betrayal, seed fears of humanity, psychological blocks, and heal body in order of priority. TAGS: ring of fire, aurora, diamond light, city 4 square, 4 pillars
esfoundations.com/community/platinum-arc...-sep-2010-meditation
Granted I was working through/with a TOS having to do with shock and trauma, so I'm not sure if it's relevant for everyone or just supportive for me... but felt led to share.
Elizabeth, Thank you for your incredible life-giving light-infused art...for co-creating it and shining brightly!
Leo, thank you for your post and information about direct energy acoustic weaponry which I may be experiencing (though I keep trying to tell myself it's related to ascension symptoms and upgrades because I don't want to think that I'm being beamed through my Krystal Cathedral field architecture). Anyway, it was very supportive and I appreciate it!
Thank you to all who have shared their experiences - what an honor to be serving with you all on this mission! (My phone just dinged and I see it's 21:21 o'clock! What a year!)
Love,
Carissa
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Ah, here's another OmniLov one that I didn't copy here:
This is such a helpful and beautiful thread and update... thank you. Lots of synchronicities that help me gain understanding and insight about what I'm experiencing. Here are a few thoughts I wanted to share:
The sophianic heart embodied inside the Essenic tribes on Tara could host this as their body was/is this sun portal. Through the krysthallah double diamond sun embodiment and of the rod-staff flowerings the embodiment of the Cosmic Suns comes into the personal lightbody through the 10D Ankh or Crux Ansetea body as the sun-star body building, which requires the male-female michael & mary in the body to be solar embodied in heart twinning to host into being the encrypted shields of the sun-star and solar transmissions from the 14D portals into the solarisation channels in the lightbody.
When I came in to the container today and saw the Ankh graphic at the top, it immediately jumped out at me as looking like a dragonfly. I know many of us are having powerful experiences with dragonflies this year and I feel led to share of one that happened just this morning. I was laying in the sun on my hammock and a dragonfly landed on my left big toe. I started inquiring about it and understood that it was anchoring sophianic frequencies into the 5th dimensional axiatonial line. The dragonfly itself was solar/yellow and black and reminded me of the balancing of the black and yellow subtle forces as well as solar and black dragons in 5D … the Christ platinum aurora rainbow light that was flooding my body and vision was the white… the neutral.
I asked the dragonfly if there was anything he wanted me to know and he replied “you're not alone”. Felt really beautiful.
The Amethyst Order Violet Sun template is being restored and re-linked into the heart and core of pluto which is using up almost all of our life force, we are very drained hosting some of these pieces in.
This is why I’m feeling so drained. I hope. I have felt like I was being siphoned. My roommate is away this week and I was afraid it was because I was still inadvertently vampiricly corded to him and that I had lost my “sustenance”. I prayed to be hooked into organic living light (and participated in activities to support that). I’ve felt like this before and do think I need to continue to strengthen my connections to GodSource and the Sophianic earth frequencies, but this rings very true for me, that I am unconsciously supporting reconnections with Pluto.
Lastly:
The other day I experienced some attacks on Father side… I was called to go immerse myself in a stream that day (8/12) and didn’t check guidance on what particular location to go to… in hindsight I see that I was supposed to follow my friend to her favorite section of the stream but I wanted to go to the one that I had interacted with God at before so I drug us there. Immediately I was bit or stung by a centipede (who knew that was a thing?!) and ants all on my left side. It had some sort of phantom stinging over and over and over for about 8 hours - opportunity to let go of fear. I had to tell myself that I was not going to die from bug bites, but it definitely sparked something and I tried to allow access to any timeline memories for override.
Anyway, after the insect attack we went to the other location and it was amazing with a sandy bottom and little waterfall… a glorious rain and thunderstorm joined us and I laid in the water… actually I felt moved to get completely naked and just lay on the edge (on all those little crystals (sand)) and let the rain wash my being. I also baptized myself into ChristSophia at both locations, fully immersing myself in the water (which was only a foot or so deep in most places). It was powerful. (Until other people walked by - I didn’t imagine anyone else was out in the rain, but oops… they were. Hopefully I didn’t frighten them, ha!) But I saw 15:14 as I was headed to the stream and 18:17 when I was leaving and both of them felt important and I felt that it was Father:Son masculine healing that we were working with.
Love and gratitude to All.
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I need to go to bed but want to also note... sheesh. I guess I haven't really written since the dog incident, have I?
Did I tell you that I reached out to Ryan and Sarah and we talked and made up and I fell in love with their dog who was so sweet? I need to see if I wrote that up yet. I doubt it. I should share all the texts.... the whole story... or not. It's still going. The dog is still being evicted but Wendy wants to give them a chance too... to meet Bailey etc.
Well Sarah came over today during a panic attack just for comfort. It was amazing and a gift from God. Really powerful to hold space for her. She definitely feels like an awakening sister. Seems to have Essene family ties - Celtic too. She's gifted with clairvoyance and clairaudience too, I think. And more. Today she blessed me ... my big rose quartz seemed to want to comfort her when she got here and she said when she was holding it she saw what looked like blue and waters... when she described it it felt like it comforted my soul in relation to Mother and the Blue Ray. She also has said again that she sees these light colors around me which is very encouraging. (Because I see BLACK!! Gah! lol... but we see what we need to and I think I'm working with the dark matter template... but she needs to see the 12D and/or Christ Ray.)
Also had an interesting interaction with Aurora and Alegra about colors today... texting some thoughts. And about gold. Yeah.
Feels like I'm not "accomplishing" much, but I'm getting all the animals cared for - Sioux even had a pedicure today! And talking to lots of people... today Kirk, Rosemary, Sarah, Jim, Dee, Michael, texted with Jeff, Misha... voice memoed with Angela, Candice, Diana. Wrote on the forums. Did a CE. Ate well. Mediated (though not enough). Did a little stretching.
Michael has been away for... has it only been 10 days? Feels longer, but he's not home yet... he's still about 3 days away, I believe. His Mom was doing much better but today she started declining. She's supposed to go in to the 23:03 rehab but she can't have visitors there. It's like a dang prison and not good for the soul. Her grandson works there so that's good, but she's just come alive...rallied... this week with her kids cheering her on.
Well it's 11:05 - time to head towards bed. I did the HGS Calibration earlier so tonight not a long routine. There are thunderstorms in the area so it should be interesting to go to sleep. Lots of lightning.
God please keep Sioux safe I gave her a flake of timothy... she hasn't had that in months but her hay is kind of yucky and moldy and I wanted to give her something else. I need to deal with it better tomorrow. Maybe I should just get her a round bale? Her poops don't look as vibrant and fresh with this old hay (that I'm trying to use up from the hay room). Speaking of poops, Rue farted. Such strong little pungent farts she makes! I love them!
11:08
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