It's getting worse and worse too. I'm scared. It's triggering my anxiety.
Dear beloved family,This feels like part of ego dismantling but I’m mortified and anxious so I thought I’d ask if anyone else has experienced this and has any suggestions…
My hair is literally coming out in chunks. Seems like I’ve lost half my hair in the last week or two. I’m not really sure when it started … but it has definitely been since Thanksgiving because I remember being vain about my hair for a photo we took during that time.
I’ve been so dizzy and disoriented since Monday (12/12) with intense anxiety and symptoms that go with that (heart palpitations, chills, nausea, abdominal pains, etc.). Feels like liquid plasma light coming to displace shadow but it definitely puts pressure on CNS and endocrine system.
I’m afraid to google about the hair - I’m sure there are lots of scary reasons why my body might be doing this but again it feels like part of the annual ego dismantling and shadow purging that happens this time of year… and this whole intense year has been a doozie as I'm sure you can attest to.
Anyway… if there are any suggestions, I’d really appreciate it.
Love,Carissa
ps. It seems like my hair is a spiritual antenna. I'm afraid if I lose it all I will lose some God connection.pss. My partner really likes my hair. He was anxious when I was getting it trimmed last week. I wondered if this was also ego dismantling for him too? What if he doesn't like me if I lose all my hair? He first joked that he wouldn't like me (or something), but then later said of course he would.psss. Those two "ps" are some fears associated with this that I want to call out.
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After reading responses here is my response later today:
Oh my goodness... thank you so so much beloved sisters. I am sitting here with tears and snot dripping down my face from the beautiful healing sobs that poured through as I read and felt your love, compassion, understanding, and wisdom. Thank you so very much. So so so much.
The solidarity in knowing that I'm not alone is incredibly supportive. I had forgotten (and still forget...it feels like a distant memory) where Lisa mentioned experiencing this too. And hearing all your experiences is really encouraging to my Ophiucus-frazzled being.
And Emma, I remember reading your hair thread earlier this year - I will go back and read it again now with new eyes...but there were life-giving codes in it that have stayed with me. I appreciate you and your courage, wisdom and all you share. You inspire me.
Rosemary, straight up - I definitely was circling heavy metal toxicity and mineral imbalances. Thank you for saying that you're not feeling that. Been in a 3D / higherD mental battle about that for sure.
Anastasia, that makes so much sense about feeling it's related to emf/electronic harassment. I ponder where the line is in my emf hypersensitivity vs. kundalini/activations. It feels blurry to me. I pray you find the peace you are looking for (and resolution) in regards to your hair not growing.
Myriam, thank you for sharing your journey - the dry frazzled hair is what I'm seeing too. Like it's burned. Spot on. I bet you are going to look and feel amazing after you shave your head next week. Awesome!
I just remembered to share that this happened to me before in late 2016 I believe. And I have a vague recollection of it happening in 2009 perhaps....but not as clear. It was so concerning in 2016 but my consciousness wasn't as evolved at that time (and/or time has healed the trauma of it). It is definitely a call to deeper surrender of ego and fear. I can't tell you how much ya'lls words (love) have helped.
Roseanne, So many thought-provoking points, as usual. I definitely have been feeling thyroid dysregulation... and the brain upgrades ...and the black magic. Super duper appreciate you and this!
Titania, Sending you strength as you persevere during these challenging times. I feel ya sister!!!
Melissa, thank you so much for your comforting message and wishes for neutrality for me... may it be so! Your description about kundalini burning off your hair seems very resonant and I appreciated you sharing your experience. It was very powerfully supportive.
Mary, "this too shall pass"... thank you. Thank you for understanding/walking through it yourself, and for your strengthening note.
You are all wonderful.
Love and GRATITUDE,
Carissa
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Some of the fears I jotted down after reading "Overcoming Fear" that was my "Suggested for Today". I wrote more in my hand written journal. This was the last day of Ophiucus and I'm actually starting to feel a bit better. Grateful for the work and clearings:
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