I surrender my vanity ... I accept that my hair may all fall out
I surrender my need to be in control... I am not. I am along for the ride.
I surrender my demand that Rue stay here with us... she is sovereign. I am so grateful for the time we had and have left.
I am not in control. I release control.
I surrender my control of my body...my fears and mistrust. My hormones will do what they will do. My nerves will do what they will do. My heart will do what it will do. My thyroid will do what it will do. I release control. I must just be still. And let God lead. I'm scared. It's okay. I'm with you always. It's time to let go of my ego and to embody the spirits of Christ. To trust. To be quiet and gentle which is so precious in the site of God.
I commit to the Law and Love of Christ in God. To embodiment of my Source. I do not consent to negative or dark forces or attitudes or frequencies. I commit to healing. I will to be kind, gentle, patient, pure, generous, humble, as well as disciplined and diligent. I need to work on all of these. I must see the world in a new way. I'm being invited to do so... this is why my vision and feelings and everything feels inside-out right now. I can choose a new Way. The Way of God. I've been PLAYING the Way of God but wearing the ego of Carissa. But I am meant to truly embody God-consciousness and be a beacon in this plane (and all I am working in).
I surrender my demand that Rue stay here with us... she is sovereign. I am so grateful for the time we had and have left.
I am not in control. I release control.
I surrender my control of my body...my fears and mistrust. My hormones will do what they will do. My nerves will do what they will do. My heart will do what it will do. My thyroid will do what it will do. I release control. I must just be still. And let God lead. I'm scared. It's okay. I'm with you always. It's time to let go of my ego and to embody the spirits of Christ. To trust. To be quiet and gentle which is so precious in the site of God.
I commit to the Law and Love of Christ in God. To embodiment of my Source. I do not consent to negative or dark forces or attitudes or frequencies. I commit to healing. I will to be kind, gentle, patient, pure, generous, humble, as well as disciplined and diligent. I need to work on all of these. I must see the world in a new way. I'm being invited to do so... this is why my vision and feelings and everything feels inside-out right now. I can choose a new Way. The Way of God. I've been PLAYING the Way of God but wearing the ego of Carissa. But I am meant to truly embody God-consciousness and be a beacon in this plane (and all I am working in).
Please help me beloved God and guidance teams and ancestors. I know you are with me and I need you so much... I cannot do it alone. It's never just me. Forgive me for my selfishness and narcissism (it's 11:11pm). Please help me. I accept all that comes. Please just hold me in it. My hair and body are falling out... but you can restore them. I do not consent to disease implants. I will to live and live happily and healthily. I need YOU.
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