Sunday, December 4, 2022

Lovely Sunday

SOOOOO many numbers yesterday especially... lots of triple numbers. Lots of 144's lately too.

This is puzzling news.
I definitely want to come across as having "silent depth" which is the TRUTH. Dang. Maybe it's time to start speaking up again. I don't know. 


Productive day today. Working on Ayla's Sheet Music books.... and Jannelle's book... and Malai... and job applications...and loving Paul. Busy beautiful life! Did some QiGong today too. Got hay... spent time with animals... just a lovely life.

Grateful for "How to Feed and Care for Marriage" (maybe not the right title...something like that)... super inspiring. I've been telling Paul that I want to get married. Do I? Yes. I want the security. I feel like we are more and more in love and definitely like the Universe wants us to be together. I have thoughts of Jeff come up as attacks...to try to peel me away from what God gave me. God gave me Le'Anna as a friend and Paul as a husband. 

I begged Michael to take me out of fear and faithlessness. I should have waited for Tyrone who was also given to me ...or me to him... but I didn't. God healed me and brushed me off for Paul. Our love-making is really beautiful ... more and more powerful. 

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