We love each other so much and have such a powerful bond. When he gets taken out of himself... he's like "jekyl and hyde" I told him... when he isn't himself, it gets really ugly, but it seemed like we had a really great breakthrough in understanding.
He thought my trying to cling to him and be kind to him when there was a disagreement was me not taking the issue seriously, but I told him I just want to get back in unity so that we can then address the problem from a place of love. He seemed to get that and it was really good.
I slept at home yesterday and will again today and I think that's what we are going to do... sleep separately, but enjoy time together. Today we had a big and beautiful day working at Jannelle's house on her projects together. I mostly watched him work, but it was really great and we had so much fun. We ate out for lunch and dinner which was a treat for me... I ate like a "normal" person which may not be good, but I had a gyro from Arbys (weird, aye?) for lunch and a cheeseburger from Five Guys for dinner. Fries at both meals too. We came back and watched a "Ghost" sitcom and made out a bunch ... I get sooooo turned on by him. My body responds so much to him. We love each other so much!!
I slept at home yesterday and will again today and I think that's what we are going to do... sleep separately, but enjoy time together. Today we had a big and beautiful day working at Jannelle's house on her projects together. I mostly watched him work, but it was really great and we had so much fun. We ate out for lunch and dinner which was a treat for me... I ate like a "normal" person which may not be good, but I had a gyro from Arbys (weird, aye?) for lunch and a cheeseburger from Five Guys for dinner. Fries at both meals too. We came back and watched a "Ghost" sitcom and made out a bunch ... I get sooooo turned on by him. My body responds so much to him. We love each other so much!!
We really do. Our eyes connect... I should say that our SOULS connect and it's so beautiful!
I need to take care of my body... learn how to feed it well and with love and not with fad diets.
Caden's 18th birthday is on Tuesday - I hope Ryan will go to the Angus Barn with me to meet up with Corie's family.
I am smitten. So in love. I feel so good when I'm with Ryan. He is so sexy and manly and smart. I don't know how I got so lucky. Thank you God!!
Caden's 18th birthday is on Tuesday - I hope Ryan will go to the Angus Barn with me to meet up with Corie's family.
I am smitten. So in love. I feel so good when I'm with Ryan. He is so sexy and manly and smart. I don't know how I got so lucky. Thank you God!!
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