Thank you God for all the support, spirit tingles, liquid plasma light, clearings, love... light. Healing. Friends. Clearing Anubian Black Heart. Aloha Ke Akua.
Nahko is so supportive. God sent Misha to help. A movie "He's not really into you" (or something like that) ... rom com... and Velcro's purr/love accessed some stuck pain... left chest/back somatic pain. Sobbbbbbed.
Ryan's not really that into me either. We are playing the role, and it COULD become something... we have glimpses of the most power and beautiful connection and breakthroughs and he is helping me identify areas of opportunity. (I was trying to show him something and was trying take something out of his hand and that's not right... super rude. So I have to learn. And to humble myself and to take ownership and to be quiet and to watch and to be present. There's so much... and he's helping me... this relationship is helping me... giving me OPPORTUNITY to grow and heal and it is the BEST GIFT. It's also fun and beautiful, so I guess it IS something... I just want it to be perfect right now. For us to be miraculously in Unity and have everything the way my soul longs for it to be.
But I need to stop fueling my body with POISON. Carbs and sugar = NOT GOOD FOR ME!!! Eat meat and if I must eat a few veggies... that's cool... but choose LIFE. (Always this lesson, round and round! I'm an addict!!)
I'm eating my way through Jim and Dee's cupboard... it's okay... I'm on an O'Malley staycation while house-sitting! Peace beloved! All is well!
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remember: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=X_LJ3x0SNmE&feature=share (Beautiful Life)
and https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=1a0JVCoUHtI&feature=share (Brighter Days)
and https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=UXjUHXMSCCo&feature=share (The Resistance)
...all this great music coming to hug me after Ryan was ...grrr... whatever. Focus on PRESENCE IN LOVE!!
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