Read the Bible

Read the BIBLE... the WORD... take it as COMPLETE TRUTH.... don't lean on my own understanding.

What does it say about sin?

Forget what I've learned... forget what others are saying. What is GOD saying?
What does GOD want me to do?
Read only "safe" authors that I trust.... who do I trust now?

• Watchman Nee
• A.W. Tozer
• K.P. Yohannan

Get in the Word.
Be still. (Ps 46:10)

BTW, just got back from synagogue... verrrrrry interesting stuff... Shabbat service.
I'm tortured. Conflicted. Need guidance from the WORD- not man.

What am I confused about?
Is it really about "earning" my way into heaven? I don't think so- I think it's about OBEDIENCE and RESPONSE to live as God outlines in the Bible as the Holy Spirit moves and guides me.

I need to find out what Wexford is all about- IF those people are, indeed, being led by the SPIRIT OF GOD- the Holy Spirit and letting JESUS live through them.... or are they deceived? Maybe we are ALL deceived. God, please show me the TRUTH.

I must live a life of responsive obedience that is NOT about me. I must turn from my selfish ways, take up my cross and FOLLOW YOU. I must tell everyone to repent and believe! Once they are Your children, then YOU will sanctify them in Your time.... You will call them to obedience.

You are calling me to complete obedience now. But when I try to do anything on MY POWER, I FAIL. I get ahead of You (or rather, I TRY to get ahead of You). I am nothing. You are everything.

I don't want to follow an anti-christ or false doctrine. I want to follow YOU, O Lord!! Show me the truth.

Isn't it USEFUL to have these "seeker-sensitive" places of worship or is it adding to the "lulling people to sleep"??? Are we telling them to "Just come in and be comfortable and take your time in seeking God?" Where is the sense of URGENCY? How can I UNITE with those who aren't completely sold-out for you? Who are complacent or lukewarm (which is what I am now!!! Is this why???)??? GOD, TEACH ME. HELP ME!!! I will have to give up everything... no one will like me if I tell them this truth. IS THIS THE TRUTH?!! YES. I [fear] it is. I TOLD YOU the other day that I give you my whole life, no matter the cost and I acknowledge and "burned" [gave You] my FEAR.

OH LORD.
Lord, God, THANK YOU for loving me enough to open my eyes to the TRUTH. PLEASE show me more of the truth... the real, whole Truth. I want to follow the Way.

Amen.