I love Ryan

God, please help it to stay this way. We have had 2 great days. I love him and he loves me. He told me tonight he hasn't looked at porn in 2 days. He put in my new faucets and trimmed the backsplash and took care of the animals while I was watching Hazel while Jerry got a new knee and then was with Le'Anna and family when Page put down their ferret, Loki.

I am so turned on by Ryan. He makes me want to be better. He helps me to see myself more. I appreciate his sensitivity and recognition of bunk narrtives and underlying mind games (that I play to myself)... he's helping me be more honest, helping me be more of a lady, helping me learn to love and forgive and be patient. 

Thank you, God, for this relationship.
Today is the first day of Ophicus.
I'm very tired.

ps. I tried to get off POF... "take a break"... but it wouldn't let me....so I deleted my pictures (and my name).