Geodesic Truncated Cuboctahedron L1
I feel that my HG partner and I may be holding this architecture together... 144 sided... maybe need more understanding...this is just revealing itself to me. I consider this is what is over our home and property - Aurora and Solar Rishi infused structure.
I may be my own HG partner... I AM... and I also may or may not have a partner on earth. I sense I do.
I had another one of those experiences today that I had in summer 2011 where I felt like a beam of light was trying to have sex with me. This time I felt lots of liquid plasma light and feel that it is related to the merging of my chakra column into a unified field. Related to the Creatrix field? I was working with the "Clearing False Ascended Master and 7 Ray" at the time and I was really struggling with trying over and over to evict the Red Cube Gabe stuff. I cleared the Archangel Gabriel and Hope (whatever the hope part was, but that was part of what was said and it seemed very aligned, ha). But it just keeps coming up that maybe our architectures are being united to support one another and the world in the work we are doing. I had a vision earlier this morning when I was bathing him (as a representative of Mother) in that Blue Azure Water in that gorgeous amazonian Lemurian bathhouse temple and helping him release the miasma, stains, technology. I love him so much... even now... I'm just bursting with it... so can that be Red Cube? Probably. Delusion. That's what that guy thought about Lisa... that they were meant to be together. You see. Yeah. It's nuts. This is what maybe comes out of doing healing work with someone who hasn't opened an HGS field... it impaled me/us. Maybe. Or maybe it's meant to be. Ha. See? So I'm just letting it all play out. But he has this profile picture right now that looks like the girl Shrek (Princess whatever her name is) that I often considered that was like me. Just so much mind control. So I surrender to and in God and allow God to lead. "Each day that I wait, I will praise...Each day that I wait, I gave thanks." Don't reach out to him. Don't do anything. Don't even pray for him. I didn't intend or do much with the Azure water... it just came to me... and I felt it was supportive. But is it? Is it interfering? And then during that meditation, there was another time where I felt like I wanted to hold his structure to me to support the merging of my chakras but again, I didn't want to hold to it... so I have to release. This is learning to stop with the Twilight Master stuff... repent of Twilight Master and collapse into purity in my Krystic self who is fully supported in the light. So choose well. Choose love. Choose FREEDOM. Let GO. RELEASE all hope, ideas, plans, prayers, feelings, etc. (deep breath OUT).
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Later:
I journaled more in my paper journal. I have been encouraged that the sexual energy I am feeling is from a gift of energy that I can use to support the chakra merge... DO bring it up and out my crown.
I went back to that place with Gabe in the azure waters and was cleaning him ... cupping water up and over his body and nurturing and supporting and holding SA for his gallbladder meridans and putting celestine fire on the ends by his eyes to seal him from further attack... but guess what I saw after that... I was doing exactly what I didn't want him to do... working on him outside of an agreed-upon session space....and HGS session space with Guardian support. So I WAS being a Twilight Master and participating in witchcraft (for me... I feel that is when we are doing something ... manipulating energy... of our own will). I was playing in the Astral realm and involved in the False Ascension Matrix. No bueno. I do not consent to that anymore! I am GSF! I am Christ-Sophia. I will to operate in harmlessness and love and in the LIGHT. Please forgive me and help me. Please guard and seal Gabe from any impacts from my shenanigans... please keep him safe and well and I thank God and my guidance teams for the lesson.
I AM my work and project... love and heal ME. Work with MY gallbladder meridian and ME in the azure blue waters. (I tried to do that after... but let's just remember this! That dang Red Cube is trying to get me and I DO NOT CONSENT!! I AM GOD SOVEREIGN FREE!!)
Note from ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Consciousness_Traps
"When one is active in the pursuit and dedication of expanding ones consciousness, and knowing these consciousness traps do exist, you can avoid them. In some cases, you may even be a part of the grid work teams asked to dismantle them to stop other Soul’s from being trapped inside them.Sometimes, we will be pulled inside these traps to learn about them, the danger is if we allow ourselves to be tricked by the illusion and stay there. These Consciousness Traps have a certain type of hypnotic feeling, mesmerization and even addictive or enchantment sensations. The alien machinery uses the twin soul delusion to create manipulation in people wanting to have sexual or other types of relationship experiences, and this is a common form of consciousness trap. (Eve Lorgen calls this the Alien Love Bite)."
"The ultimate dismantling is the release of all Attachments, including the attachment feelings to being attached. It may be helpful to identify, locate and release attachments that bind or limit your consciousness.
*Practice focusing your Consciousness on the eternal parts and meditate with the knowing that consciousness exists without your body.
*Attune to the specific distractions that keep you attached to the 3D material world. Note the distractions of attachment. Identify them and tell each one specifically that you are handing these attachments over to be released by your higher consciousness self. *Affirm that you release all attachments to the force of your higher consciousness.
*Ask your Higher Consciousness to locate any Consciousness Traps and to bring them to your attention. Ask to release your attachments to the consciousness traps and that you intend, with consent and authority to be released and Freed.
I am God! I am Sovereign! I am Free!"
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