Saturday, May 22, 2021

Burning the Lust Out

I forgot to mention... 

The other night I had a dream where I was tempted by a woman... it made me consider sexual interaction with her and created lust in my body. I do not consent to that. I want to clear all distortions, gender reversals, anti-hierogamic union energy, and demonic possession or portals from my being. 

I had pulled this painting down from the loft the day or two before that dream and it was sitting in my room. At one point in the night I woke up and took it out of the bedroom... my guidance directed me to do that. (Just like I was told to take some sea salt in the middle of the night last night.). 

So the next day I decided it was time to burn the painting. I made this in college at Hollins and in a way it represents Sasha and I. I don't want anything that holds any resonances not aligned with the Law of One and the Krystic structure and spirit that it is my intention to embody. 

Michael helped me burn it... thanks be to God.



Whoa... I just realized that I may truly have actually "caught" demons and distortions by my unguarded indigo neurology and empath psychic sponge nature... I kept wondering why I seemed to "become like" those that I was in contact with... especially my "lovers"... I took on their distortions... even to the point of a head injury, confusion, psychosis, etc. from Tyrone. But the anxiety and panic of Joe and the debilitating alcoholism of Eddie ... I don't know... maybe I had those on my own waiting to be awakened... either way it is part of my path. 

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