I have been doing inner work lately and I don't know if I just had so much integration to do before I was free to share again or if I got clogged up. I sense there was a "throat chakra" interference of some sort, but it could also just be part of my path... I mean, either way, it is. Going inward... learning to connect deeply with myself and foster my personal HG union within and strengthen communication pathways with my God-self.
I don't think I can or want to go back and share all I've been working through... part of me wants to "keep track", but that part needs to be dismantled, choice by choice.
In the last couple days I began to connect to what seems like may be my personal light code for this season. The unity star has started to allow me to work with it and I am grateful, but I felt a need to insert my own heart into it... give it my own personal spin. (I am seeing as I type this how ego may be at play here but we'll just watch that for now.)
I have had a personal "signature" for over a decade that looks like a heart with sun rays ... I use it to sign cards and art, etc. I think it was born from reading A.W. Tozer's "The Pursuit of God" and his mention of the "Fellowship of the Burning Heart" which I felt I was a part of. Anyway, I don't know why it took so long, but I realized I could merge these symbols... my personal signature and the unity star... and it felt beautiful and comfortable and healing and I just love it!
So today I tried to make a graphic to represent this. I was tired of my profile picture so I thought I would use this, but now that I switched it, I feel like I'm cloaked or hiding. It just doesn't feel right so I'll switch to a photo I just snapped today (which I secretly embedded in my light code graphic - tricky tricky, ha!). BUT I do want to share this one so here it is! Love to All!
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ON ZOOM CALL:
Super beautiful and powerful time - it was truly lovely to share space with all of you! Thank you, Staci, for organizing, structuring, and leading this meeting. You did such a great job! And all the beautiful souls who attended. What an honor it was to get to see your faces and feel your energy in person!
I experienced some interference/attack too. A tooth suddenly broke as I was preparing for the meeting ... left/mother side of course ...and I know it was trying to derail me. It caused a spike of fear and tried to swipe me away...but what was intended for evil was used for good because instead it became an opportunity to observe and surrender. There were a couple things that tried to keep me away and I'm so glad I pushed through. It was such an amazing experience!
As I mentioned yesterday (in my nervous blathering way), it was really interesting to share a group intention meditation live like that...even when we join in unity to share a meditation like on Lisa's monthly Ascension Call, it is different... I am still kind of on my own and more internal-focused. This time we were focused as a group...like we were one body, pulling all our individual hearts together into a tapestry to form our shield... and then seeing it powerfully infused with Mother Arc energy and placing it especially over Staci and Seattle (except the parts where we traveled all over the world to support the Mother Arc Hubs). But it was totally different... it felt to me like a living prayer where we were one with the Mist and God-forces ... I felt the Solar Rishi there too. It was really cool. I guess that's what the shared gridwork projects are like? I loved it.
Staci, I look forward to hearing about your experience.... how'd it go? Did anyone get a recording of your talk?
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