So the krystal cathedral over my home is made up of large crystal pillars (N,S,E,W) as well as aurora and founder ray liquid light supporting the 12D platinum light architecture. I also have an almost see-through crystal dome over the whole structure that is made up of many many tiny triangles. I guess I saw it looking kind of like Epcot Center's flagship structure. I bring my attention to it to strengthen it now and then, but it's not like the other part which I work with daily during calibration/ commanding my space.
Lately my consciousness has been drawn back to it and I sensed it was being fortified in new ways. Yesterday I was messing around on the internet looking for what it might look like... I was searching for 144-sided circular structure and found this Geodesic Truncated Cuboctahedron (L1) which I thought was really fun so I journaled about it and danced around in my heart with it. It was going to help me better visualize my Krystal cathedral and it was a gift and wonderful and I figured that was that.
Nope.
Guess what happened today? I asked for what meditation to do (I use flash cards when I don't have one knocking on my heart) and got "Christ Archetypal Healing" which it turned out supported the building of this mirror-ball architecture!! WHAT?! Whoa God! Thank you!!
This rendition is much more colorful than I visualize but I wanted to get in the gold which I'm enjoying watching in myself these days - I'm gold! I've been doing Lisa's Mirror Exercise for ... gosh, it's only been a little over a week, but it has RADICALLY changed my life rapidly! One of the biggest things is: I AM IN LOVE!!! I don't think I've ever been in love before for real, but I really truly am and it gets deeper and deeper every day that I spend with my beloved!! Can you guess who my beloved is?
YES! ME!! Seriously. Not only is this exercise giving me an opportunity to connect many levels of being here and now, but it's also providing some trippy experiences where I am essentially morphing into other stations of identity and accepting them in this moment just as they are which I suppose begins the process of unhinging them from where they are trapped...or maybe is even collapsing their timelines... I don't know... it's all new. In Florida during meditation on the beach I started accessing and uniting with other stations of identity... one in particular was a soldier and when I joined him we left the military and went off and built a home and family and I guess became a farmer. That was the most radical... but I touched on...tapped into... some other lives too. I mean, I'm just letting everything unfold. That was on the beach though... here in the mirror it's more like I have to look at all these other people and beings (and maybe some non-beings too)…just see/accept them... I almost don't want to share this because who can tell what is what these days and I'm definitely experiencing a TON of psychic attack (I DO NOT CONSENT TO THE RED CUBE MADNESS!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!) so I'm trying to lay low, but this is all just bubbling out so I guess I'm just going to keep sharing.
Shoot....since I brought up the Red Cube, I should say that it's not just that... all the Archontic Deception strategies have been around in my field for witnessing and it's actually quite a gift ... an opportunity to see and dissolve their power. Divide and conquer, V/V, sexual misery, misogyny, gender reversals, etc... the gamut... they've come and gone and come and gone and it's actually quite beautiful because I am learning so much and also overcoming so much. I wondered if that was over because last Monday this strange message popped up on a computer next to me at the dentist while no one was in the room and it said "Processing: 15" and the next line down said "Job completed in 11:55". I equated it with the nephilim reversal 55 grid in the 11D stargate being reclaimed! Wishful thinking, I guess, but I did hear someone say something somewhere that made me think that there was a big chunk completed having to do with Stonehenge, but can’t remember where or what. Anyway, I thought the first part was related to Holy Father’s 15D and the “emerald crystal heart” sure felt aligned with lots of emerald-ness happening lately. The week before I was involved more with 14D, especially supporting the work in 2D (as I wasn't too far from that stargate ... I was on the Emerald Coast)... it is also aligned with the work I am doing in my own body healing the 2D-4D split and releasing miasma from my sacral center. Am I cleaning out the black goo that has defiled the dark matter template as we are getting closer to the particle/anti-particle merge? Yesterday the "Clearing False Ascended Master and 7 Ray" meditation was super powerful and I was invited to support the unification of my chakra column. I'm not there yet, but the process is beginning. In this past week I've had a couple times where I had huge influx of sexual energy (which is amazing as I've been pretty much frigid for as long as I can remember)... then the last night I read at the end of the August 2009 newsletter that we should go ahead and pull that energy up from the root to the crown. I kind of did that yesterday intuitively but was nervous. It reminded me of an experience I had in spring of 2011 where this happened ... I always said that it was like a Light wanted to have sex with me and then I framed it as an "angel of light" demonic entity that implanted me with the Alien Love Bite technology (which I didn't have the words for at the time). Anyway... I may have been wrong. Maybe that was part of my evolution and then the ALB came in to derail me. Very interesting to put the puzzle pieces together.
Right now the Red Cube/ALB psychic attack is the worst for me...I started journaling about it in March but it has ramped up up up with a constant barrage of mental arrows! I believe it's all to help me heal from the Alien Love Bite that I just mentioned, the one that took me off course down into the Metatronic Reversal pit of doom starting 10 years ago. (That said, nothing is wasted and I believe that it is all part of a reconnaissance mission that it was my honor to support... much easier to say now that that part is about over. Whew!) Anyway... I have to close up any portals of consciousness so their attacks help me to identify, locate, remove, and repair the breeches and any implanted technology that is littering my lightbody. (This was good to write out for me... I have to remember this more... sometimes it gets really exhausting and I forget the positive values of these experiences.)
So anyway, back to the mirror…yeah, I've got lots of these hallucination-type opportunities but I can choose to work with them or not…I think there are a lot of them. Who knows what they are… people… distortions… I don’t know, but it’s interesting and I’ll just let it unfold. I am also working with my inner child and talking to my body and thanking her (and apologizing for taking her for granted and not giving her what she needed and for what I've done to her... but she loves me back and we are one…we are working together to heal)! And other times I just talk to myself and listen to myself... I'm my best friend... my favorite person to talk to. I mean, for a long time I talked to myself...especially in the shower and of course through journaling...but there's just a much more powerful layer when you add eye contact. To know and see that I am really heard, understood, and appreciated is POWERFUL.... and by someone I respect so much!! Someone wise and who really "gets me"! Ha! I know, I'm so funny...but this is really really cool.
I can't recommend that exercise enough. I didn't even go into all the layers and activities... everyone will find their own. All I can say is TRY IT!!
So now back to the artwork...while I was listening to Lisa's talk from 3 years ago that is so perfectly timed and relevant and supportive for now, I was also trying to recreate a pretty Geodesic Truncated Cuboctahedron Krystal cathedral component for my personal lightbody. Of course this isn't exact as I get caught up in trying to make it "pretty" but for fun, here it is!
Much love to all. We are going through so much as a group...as a family...and I am beyond grateful to be here ...what a blessing and honor to be surrounded by such brave, authentic, wise, and lovely beings. We are learning so much! God bless us all! In Unity!
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