Friday, May 14, 2021

Oh boy...posts and blatherings

Post to Eddie: 

Very interesting Eddie - thank you for sharing your insights and experience. That verse in Luke, spoken by Jesus (who surrendered to the embodiment of Christ as we are), was echoing the sentiment of the writer of Isaiah who spoke those words (which he studied as he was Jewish) maybe about 800 years earlier. You and those of us here on the Krystal Star mission speak them now in our hearts as we walk forward as the Light of God. 


After a very powerful experience stepping into my next level of embodiment, I was given Isaiah 60 as a personal message. (That's the chapter before the one you referenced which is why it is coming up for me now.) Oh, actually it was January 16, 2010 - I noted it in my bible. :)

“Arise, shine, for your light has come,
    and the glory of the Lord rises upon you.
See, darkness covers the earth
    and thick darkness is over the peoples,
but the Lord rises upon you
    and his glory appears over you.

The whole or most of the chapter was given as a message to me and it's all very good... but I won't blow up your thread with all of it.  I didn't have any idea what it meant back then... that's been part of my work to unpack this and other encoded wisdom from the bible. Been very enlightening.

I don't work with the bible much these days (I'm very busy with negative ego, miasma and ancestral clearings and learning about energetic architecture and galactic history) HOWEVER, last night I happened to open to Ezekiel 33 which is very interesting... a few key themes, one of which is about being a "watchman" and the responsibility to share what we see and warn others or else their blood is essentially on our hands. I'm trying to understand this in light of my desired heartset which is to be a neutral observer and compassionate witness. To not push or pull energy and to only will to embody Christ-Sophia and hold that vibration as an acupuncture point so that the NAA infiltrated planetary body's energetic gordian knot can unfurl itself.

But do I have responsibility to speak as well? I was meditating about that this morning and for now have landed on doing my best to live in response to the spirit of Christ... if I am supposed to share something I will... it happens organically as I learn to listen to HSP and discern direction from my God-Source. This is the lesson now... connecting to the organic Living Light and doing my best to align to that which is given me to do or say (mostly BE). 

Anyway, thank you again for your message and the opportunity to share my thoughts. I love and appreciate you, Eddie. Thank you for your work. 

Love,
​​​​​​​Carissa


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Another post on same thread:

Well shnikees!! I just read Lisa's note about the return of the Michael consciousness to 2D. This is wild! The other day - 5/5 actually - I was suggested to watch The Matrix again (aghhhh... powerful!)... and during that, I had an incredibly HUGE influx of energy pour into my 2D!! I was sitting on the couch with MICHAEL no less (who was... well...we called him my husband (but he was more like a shield and frequency keeper to hold space for my healing). I have been too damaged for physical attraction, and he is 23 years older than me and our belief systems are so different (he's rooted in Saturn blood worship and misogyny (although that's what we've been working on healing together a lot) and I, of course, am aligned with cosmic Christ consciousness (which he thinks is satanic)...

Anyway, all this to say, on that day it was NUTTY... all of a sudden this sexual energy came in and I looked at him and was like "did you do that?"?? Ha! 

Since then I've started wondering if I gave up on us too soon? But he's dating someone else (he wanted to have multiple wives but I can't agree to that...on top of the rest of our challenges, that's not aligned with Krystic architecture). And I'm now working on a beautiful relationship with my true beloved, ME. But definitely feeling the return of the Michael consciousness to 2D in my micro. 


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Didn't share on the forum:

I had a session with my chiropractor-healer this week and she always picks up on what I'm working on in my body. She was giving me a little laser therapy and I asked her what she was doing... what needed support? She kinda shrugged and said maybe your ovary...but with a knowing smirk... and I said "that's where my 2D stargate is" and she said, "yeah, just a little support for that" with a smile. Very interesting our relationship. (Session started with breaking into tears from all the birds decorating the office and she had birdsong piped in and I started hugging this bird pillow... ha! It was residue from the Seraphim clearing the day before, I know. So many bird messages this week....I digress.


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My own journaling:

Let's keep unpacking this after I talked to Michael and shared with him the return of Solar Michael consciousness in 2D.... I expressed how I was so confused because as my sacral energy center is coming back online ... 2D openings... I am now free to work with sexuality. (Maybe. Maybe I'm not yet... maybe that ...unless it was KRYSTIC energy would damage me further.) Michael says he is NOT Krystic... or anyway interested in Christ-consciousness but 

I'm schisming again... why? Because I sent Gabe a text. Dang. Just an article that I read and I asked myself a couple times if I should send it... but it was impulsive, right? I felt an open heart and YES but maybe I was tricked. Dang. 

Anyway... so with Michael... he reminded me that when he builds an altar to murder some animals on to slaughter to Yehovah...he said "then how will you feel?"? And he's right.. BAD. I just feel like he is coming along in disclosure and will see the LIGHT soon. I've said that MICHAEL was MY "light"... the love vibration... but in light of Isaiah 60, could I be his as well? He IS healing in the misogyny category...he got there through a severely broken heart from Judy betraying him and destroying all that was important to him. He was embittered and subconsciously wanted to dominate women to get back at them... Dark Mother fueling the False King of Tyranny. 

We've done so much. We've been unravelling trauma, distortions, and healing our hearts... finding acceptance and Chrystic brotherly love. 

The 2D activation is aligned with Michael and kicks up some sexual energy but that doesn't mean it's meant for US... it's meant for my own activation and chakra column merge and embodiment. Wanting to use it in 3D to comfort your heart from the feeling of betrayal isn't acceptable.

Oh yeah... I forgot... he's delusional about Q/Trump ... I appreciate the hope and positivity he brings but he's so funny about it. That's not a deal-breaker... I like that about him. 

So I feel like we've got some good work accomplished in the Michael-Mary reversal area. He said I hurt him by not wearing his ring anymore (starting last year)... but I saw them as an enslavement device... the earrings too... society directed enslavement device peddling the false feminine. 

Did we talk about the Twilight Master healing... I really think that's part of what Gabe and I are working on. He doesn't know it or that I'm involved... but that's fine. and maybe I'm delusional. I just love him so much... I sent love (and cried) this morning... maybe that was my own love that made me cry... I was hugging Rahya tree. 

So, in summary... he chose someone else (although he's wishy-washy "I didn't choose anything" and he wants us all to live together)... he is determined never to be swayed from the blood sacrifices. He's so much older than me. We don't have a physical attraction. Yeah... just let God lead.

This is you trying to work it out in your mental body... it's a kickback from the beautiful meditations you were doing this morning PLUS you know you have some density that is ripe for moving out. 

Peace be with you, beloved. PEACE I leave with you, NOT A DANG SWORD!


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https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Twilight_Master

So I think for sure I could be healing a Twilight Master agreement and definitely have some of this mixed in my DNA for healing... whether it's ancestral or contractual or part of my Indigo contract, this is a big piece and part of the "spiritual pride" which I've wrestled with for so long. 

Whether Gabe does or not is irrelevant... I am here to heal myself. But I DO want to be wary of astral influences. This whole area... West Virginia and Pittsburgh (tied together in my heart from my travels and experiences there) seems tied to the Twilight Master... LORI (for example)... I think there's something stored in the earth there which we are birthing OUT.


No. He can't hear all this... he can't comprehend it. He's very busy with his own work and holding space transiting all the ESF inner children SRA survivors... helping them heal. Important and incredible work and I am honored that he wanted to help me too at one point. I sense he hates me now...lol. Hate is a strong word, but he feels the attacks... the Red Cube matrix is after him too and he thinks it's my fault and it might be. It was through our beautiful alchemy that it was born, but it was all to serve the restoration of the Solar Michael, I think. He doesn't know... but he helped birth that from my Sophia. Wowwww. Thank you God!!!!

Please have him reach out if he ever wants to know or if it's in your best interests. I might need to start coding messages... I'll call him "Fomalhaut" and Michael "Aldebaran"... though maybe people will catch on. This is profound to see! But this is the work! WOW! Thank you God!!


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Well I want to talk about it with someone... I started to try to tell Michael about it but he can't hear... I didn't even start. THIS is why I am the freaking VULTURE. I am a loner.
https://trustedpsychicmediums.com/spirit-animals/vulture-spirit-animal/

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/7799621097756168547/5083681903691345502

Well both of these articles also talk about it bringing change too...I saw one this morning and then a false vulture... an airplane... a technology imposter vulture to contrast with. Very interesting. 

God, please lead. I need to do a meditation... rest. I'm in one of Kirk's manic episodes ... I woke this morning with some depression... now a tinge of mania...but also had good meditation... maybe this isn't bipolar... maybe it is tri-wave energy. I think it is. But we need it all yellow, black, and white subtle forces as the shift occurs... density moves out and we embody the Krystallah.

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Three_Primal_Forces

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Aurora_Krystal_Matrix_Re-Encryption_of_Elemental_Body 

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Krystallah 


https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Trinity_Source_of_the_Godhead

About Tri-wave consciousness.... today is the 14th, and I'm holding the 14D Christ pale gold ray to support the 2D shift and holding that, in a way, somehow, for the 2D Solar Michael merge and restoration. 

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