Continued processing

 Didn’t post this in the forum… but will put here:

Whoa! Natalie, vultures! Thank you for the connection to Lyra! Vultures have been one of my spirit animals in the last year and a couple days ago one did a pretty significant circle right overhead to remind me they are still with us. They are beautiful beings. So many beautiful connections, Natalie. Thank you!

Kirk, I think we are purifying the dark matter template… kicking out the inorganic black goo though witnessing and purging in preparation for particle/ anti-particle merge and unification of our planetary chakra system. I don’t know this… just kind of tracking with my own ascension. I think you and I (and others) are directly connected to this… I guess maybe we all are. But it seems like some people are just so peaceful and love-filled, not so tortured as I sense we can be. I’m sorry to lump myself in with you but I just feel like I experience things similarly and feel lots connections when I consider your being and work. 

Today I think I understood some of our number references to be connected to the Clock Shield Template which I guess something is happening with. I need more information. 

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Clock_Shield_Template

I don’t know about you, but I’m clearing dragon moth infiltration in 7D/Gaia especially (which I heard but don’t know how to verify, that we LIVE on that 7D line on the east coast? So is that why the Violet Ray reversals are so strong here?). I feel we are doing something with the Atomic doorway …and I thought the 8D gate was reclaimed, but seems like we are still doing something with that and 11D of course…ALL THE D’s. And the Saturn/YHVH matrix. I understand that we in the Metatron Collective got sucked into this black quicksand of doom and which was our fall. And still kicking out crux implants… my pegasus is showing one on her left hock (mid-leg).

Have you guys seen Raya and the Last Dragon? That is a POWERFUL movie!! Today I was thinking again as I was navigating my underworld energies (dark matter template, I suspect) that the crystal heart is what keeps the black goo away.... even in fragments. That movie was so good. 

The Ai Black Cube Matrix…red wave something is trying to get me in regards to Gabe. Stop it. It helps me process Michael’s behavior better. But he is following God Source (Gabe) so I have to work things out with Michael first… figure out what that is, so IF IT IS authentic potential HG structuring, then he will show up. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjEyK1ia43s

I’m like a stalker… I HAVE to stop texting him. I just want to share …. But this is some sort of psycho reversal thing… we talked about it earlier. God must lead. You must be quiet. WHY is there a note in my calendar for 5/4 to ask Gabe what he is learning? I don’t remember putting it there…or vaguely. I have no idea…but I have to leave that boy alone. I just wondered if the mist that was with me last night… it felt like our shared architecture. Even now it just does something in my being to mention it… so I don’t know. Whatever it is, GOD has to lead…and Gabe if that’s right. The fact is I have to learn to love myself first before I can be in relationship with anyone. I don’t sense that Michael and I are built for eachother. I don’t know Gabe in the slightest, and he might be a really difficult person (probably is), but I DO feel that he (or someone like him) is what I am built for. I just have to correct the distortions in myself first. TRUST GOD. 

MY DECLARATION OF INTENTION IS TO SERVE MY SOURCE! I COMMIT TO SERVING MY HIGHEST POWER FULLY, COMPLETELY, AND TOTALLY, I AM GOD I AM SOVEREIGN AND I AM FREE! May it be so.

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Inverted_7D_Violet_Ray

Ack! I have to get back to work! I’ve done NO work today… but lots of processing, so it’s okay. This is what you need to do now.