Lessons

As much as I wanted to send this message I had some lessons from holding off. One... impulsivity...two... lenses and words change as we wait... I was able to edit what I wrote later in the day and it softened it. As I waited more I remembered the importance of the spirit of harmlessness and tried to see what this would benefit them. I thought it would help them to have a different perspective that might help them search and cling to God. But that is me imposing my will... this is what I'm always doing... imposing my will. I'm doing it to Jeff right now, begging him to come down here so I can save him... but who am I? Where's the spirit of harmlessness? It's me push/pulling ... trying to force my hand instead of allowing everything to unfold according to God's will and purpose. If Jeff has to kill himself as an alcoholic, he does... and that sucks. He was my soul mate (friend for this life, but beloved friend) and I will miss him... but I have to trust God's will. Same with Michael... I'm trying to cling to the comfortable life we have together... we love each other and can be ourselves with each other and have great fur and feather family and existence and understanding... but doesn't he deserve more?? I am getting more as I delve deeper into my being... clearing shadows and healing my Lightbody. I am a part of something special... but 

I just realized that I'm trying to do to Jeff what Gabe did with Maren... take care of the broken birds. It's what we do. But I need to learn to be a compassionate witness and let the dog eat the bird if that's what is part of the divine plan. I can't stop it... I might be able to but it ultimately causes prolonged suffering. This is the lesson from the two baby bird deaths. 

So back to this message... I leave it here. I'm not sending it. I think it's important and currently believe it to be the truth, but that could change too. What is truth? We're leveling up. Let everything go. 

Beloved Beverly, Austin, and Paul,

You are always in my heart and often on my mind and I pray you are doing as well as possible considering the very difficult circumstances. I feel moved to share my belief and understanding surrounding Jimmy’s transition out of the body you know and loved and counted on for comfort and direction. 

I won’t get into the woo woo details but Paul experiences God on a level that he doesn’t much speak of with many, if any, other humans…but I bring this up because it’s possible that Paul can corroborate my impression. There were a number of balls in play but I believe one of the main reasons Jimmy chose to leave his body was because he wasn’t sure how to integrate the new understandings that were being revealed to him. As the faithful follower of the Word that Jimmy was...as the diligent lifelong truth-seeker… he was always getting new revelation about the Way, Truth, and Life. As deeper understandings were brought forth from the mind of Christ he began to see things that didn’t align with his foundational (and traditional) belief system. This changed the way he saw certain bible texts…so sometimes when a new layer was revealed by the Holy Spirit, it caused cognitive dissonance to the depths of his soul. I suspect he worked for a couple years with this energy and knowledge… mostly trying to disprove it through his mind. In the end, shortly before he took his last breath, when he was resting, he had a big conversation with God where it was all laid out for him - clear as a bell - and he could either go back and change up his platform or he could try to support the restoration of Christ from a different station. 

Of course he didn’t want to leave his beloved Beverly, but he also knew that she was strong and courageous and he would be with her until the end of the age. He IS still with you, Beverly… and Austin, and Paul. But all of you also need to know that he, through and in the spirit of Christ which lives in all of you, wants to support you in YOUR evolution… for you to not discard the information that God is revealing to you. It’s all part of the plan… 

We who are in the fellowship of the burning heart are here to work together…to hold the Light of Christ in our beings. Our minds can really muck things up because they think they have to understand… but revelation comes after faith (in my experience). Faith is an action rooted in the love of God. Mind-based understanding feeds our egos and is rooted in the flesh. 

Anyway, I felt moved to share this today. Please take what resonates and leave the rest. God will show you what is right and aligned with your spirit…the Holy Spirit will light the path…but I pray that your hearts will be open to it. It’s different than what your mind expects, but it all comes together in the end… everything makes sense then. 

I love you always!

Carissa

 

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Today reading Kirk's website, it is no longer Chinese and is very on point (in my opinion. I even just posted it on Facebook.): http://planetwatcher.com/2020/crystalheart/

This is what we are doing...

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Yesterday I read:

This is a piece of my current horoscope and seems pretty on point:

Transiting Chiron in strong opposition with natal Pluto 
(forming, 2.1 degrees)

This transit is strongest
May 17, 2021 - Sep 13, 2021
Mar 18, 2022 - Jun 2, 2022
Sep 4, 2022 - Mar 30, 2023
Dec 14, 2023 - Jan 8, 2024
(further timing details below)

The planetary energies are polarized; outer events stimulate their interaction; integration is the challenge.

You are in for a rough time, as structures of your life that had previously supported you come crashing down around your head, and you are forced into transformations far more massive than anything you would have anticipated. There is always pain surrounding changes of this magnitude, and you are well advised to "go with the flow" at this time, as difficult as that may be, and just let it happen. All your attempts to hold on to a previous reality will only make you crazy, whereas if you accept the inevitability of change you can even start to enjoy the process and feel exhilarated by it, like rocking along on a roller coaster engaged in the swooping scenery. With this transit, you may experience intimations of other worlds beyond this present one. Sexual experience may provide the gateway into the hidden world of the dark places in the human psyche, yours or another person's. Old wounds that can be inhibiting and crippling until explored and come to terms with are beginning to open themselves up to you. These are sources of the personal demons that we all have locked up inside of us, and that are coming into your consciousness as a result of this transit, for good or ill effect on your life. Ultimately, it can only be for good, as getting in touch with your shadow side will let these forces breathe and have their communion with the other parts of yourself, rather than remaining in the dark to fester. When you have integrated these dark ambassadors from the underworld of your own psyche, they can become powerful forces for healing as your outlook changes and you become better able to relate to yourself, and others around you as well.

This transit is strongest (within 2 degrees) from May 17, 2021 - Sep 13, 2021, no exact;
from Mar 18, 2022 - Jun 2, 2022, exact Apr 22, 2022;
from Sep 4, 2022 - Mar 30, 2023, exact Oct 21, 2022 R, Feb 22, 2023;
from Dec 14, 2023 - Jan 8, 2024, no exact.

On 5/16/2021: Transiting Chiron in strong opposition (forming, 2.1 degrees) with natal Pluto.