Tuesday, May 18, 2021

Asking for Prayer for Jeff

I bring my high school best friend and soul family member, Jeff Chase, to the attention of the Guardians for support as he is on what appears to be a precipice ... a final precipice for this incarnation (perhaps)... where he is able to choose between continued pursuit of life or to drop his body. We will both be 44 this year so the timeline makes sense (to me).

Jeff's body is shutting down as he continues to destroy himself with alcohol, largely due to a broken heart (although he's struggled with addiction as long as I've known him). Today he was released from the hospital after yet another stay for pancreatitis and he isn't expected to make it through another one. He doesn't have (or really want) a support network. Maybe we should be praying for me because I have loved this man all my life and wish I could "save him" (or even just HELP him)...but besides the fact that I live 14 hours away, it's also not aligned with my intention to serve Source which means surrender of my negative ego and stepping into neutrality as a compassionate witness... hero/savior "help" attempts are not supported. So we pray... 

Beloved Holy Presence, In Cosmic Sovereign Law, I am your Compassionate Witness. In service to my friend Jeffrey Chase, I pray with all of my heart to bless and protect him in the eternal light of God, and in the blessings of the Holy Spirit and Spirits of Christ, to be fully freed from the spiritual burdens and shackles that have been placed upon him by those Impostors and Deceivers of Gods eternal light.

Through the light of God I am, through the power of love in my heart, I consecrate and bless Jeff to be freed into their highest expression and true nature, that they may be God Sovereign Free in the eternal light of God, now and always.

Thank you beloved family for holding space for my friend. 
Love, 
Carissa

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