Saturday, May 29, 2021

(Grid)working from home?

 I used to travel quite a bit… I wasn’t a professional traveller by any means, but I got around and also lived in a lot of places. Looking back I can see how I was often moving around connecting with the grids in different areas. The  Indigo1 contract resonates. I probably talked about it earlier in my journal, but in 2011 I prayed for an “anchor” because it was getting hard on me… I was in a spiritual nomad stage at the time and wanting to feel more grounded. (In hindsight I see this was my negative ego resisting ascension and unwilling to surrender all, no holds barred.)


In the last year I feel like that part of me was reawakened (given a second chance). As a result there have been a few trips that I’ve been on that have felt like gridworking trips - most notably to the Seattle/Washington area and the Emerald Coast/Florida. But I’ve traveled around the Carolinas and am sensitive to the energetic environment (in and around me) wherever I go. I’ve mostly been in observer mode watching this all unfold and am beginning to connect some dots thanks to the incredible support we get through ES (and all the beautiful beings who are holding the structure for this purpose). 

I share this because I wonder if I might now be moving into a new phase of consciousness… one where I am doing this “connecting to the grids” from home? I believe in dreamstate that I am doing some traveling. Last year a (non-ES) angel-reader acquaintance told me …well, what I took from it... was that I do Galactic gridwork … somehow engaging (did she say “battling”?) with ET beings during sleep state.  I sense this is related to traveling through stargates, etc… but who knows what she saw… and that could be from a different station of identity or no-time. Anyway, I HAVE been feeling like I was maybe doing gridwork at night - recently I was in/near Vermont and the other night I was in Colorado. 

I sure am verbose….I am really trying to be succinct… sorry! I haven’t even gotten to what I wanted to write about, and that is OAHU. This is just miraculous to me… so beautiful… and it’s the way God is teaching me and I felt led to share. 

So Hawaii has been on my heart for a few months… it may have been born through a conversation with our beloved sister, Rosemary, who shared about her experience in Hawaii with her sister. That pinged a knowing in my being that awakened my heart’s desire related to a seed that was deeply planted and beginning to sprout. My first course of action was to try to find someone to go to Hawaii with me… not that the resources to do so are forthcoming, but I thought that if it were God’s will, a way would be shown. (Today's quote: “I AM abundantly provided for when I follow my heart and highest purpose”.) So I asked my sisters and a friend or two but it fell flat. I also learned that there are nasty covid rules which I wouldn’t be able to abide by (testing, etc.), so I sort of put it out of my mind.... but God had another plan for my heart.

Hawaii started showing up through connections… I learned about our beloved brother Kiran living there. And Gabe and Maren mentioned an interest in traveling there. I was like “Okay God! Let’s do this thing!!” Also during Holy Mother’s reclamation of my smile/teeth (overcoming dentist fears and getting support in that area), my friendly dental assistant had lived on Hawaii so we talked about it and I believe our guidance teams and higher selves were sharing information that is helping birth whatever this is… a path, an understanding, an assignment, a healing….

I reached out to Kiran to ask him about Hawaii and he and I have shared a heartwarming, sometimes humorous, and very educational dialogue and it’s been lovely. He’s given me, essentially, a treasure map to follow as I dig deeper into what I’m starting to pick up. Let me pause there because simultaneously I have had this tree friend beginning to reveal herself to me. There are lots of trees around but only so many introduce themselves. I have loved this girl …she’s the prettiest in/around my yard, but she had not animated in spirit to me. This past week … I guess it’s two weeks now… she began to open up. I asked her her name and it took many days…I couldn’t quite get it… it was blurry around the edges (or actually, more crisp around the edges but blurred in the center)… anyway…it took 3 or 4 days but randomly when I was in an epsom salt bath her name came up… Oahu. 

Oahu. So pretty! Yes. That’s it! But it also niggled a brain cell… that sounded familiar… Oahu. What is it? I should say that I had an idea on the periphery that her name had a tropical feel to it…a Hawaiian feel… but until I looked up the name I was given, Oahu, I didn’t really connect the dots. Oahu is the third largest of the Hawaiian islands… “The Gathering Place”. And here’s the coolest part… I went back to look at the notes Kiran had given me….. and the first thing he said to me was  "I scanned the Islands and my body felt best about you being on the North Shore of Oahu or off to the west from there.” He shared much valuable information (distilled, of course) about the 20 years he spent living there. But he also said a couple times that he didn’t know why he was getting Oahu since it was really touristy and overpopulated and lots of military installments. The other day he said "Okay what I'm getting now is that a way to land on Oahu with a good vibe connection could be to go to Waimanalo first.”

Anyway… there is LOTS to explore and uncover here but it is a new and interesting thing happening for me… I suspect that I am being trained to consciously work with grids from afar. When was it, a week or two ago, I was also led to the UNESCO website and led to the Solomon Islands,  East Rennell  and led to learn about and connect hearts and pray for that area. Over the way of Lake Tenngano on Rennell Island may be where my canoe bumps the shore in the Clearing Seed Fears meditation . Anyway…. I suspect all this is related to Lemurian timeline clearing… Hawaii too… 

AND teaching me that I don’t have to GO anywhere… I have a deeper knowing that I already know this… and have been doing it for a long time in some planes. But it’s floating to the surface in my Carissa consciousness now too. 

I hadn’t been cleared to do the PEG projects but this is probably related… that is training ground and opportunity to work with the community on shared projects…to walk through and feel and see the work that’s been done (and in some places is ongoing). I DID (accidentally?) get to consciously participate in one  Indigo related project  last year…I was led to listen and participate with one that took place in 2008. A LONG time ago… but it connected maybe somewhere in Russia (or was it Tibet?) and the 2D Sarasota stargate and Easter Island in Chile…. I didn’t know about it then but now that I’m thinking about it, that must be related to the Four Faces of Man grid? I don’t know… we’ll see if maybe I work with that one again… it was an awesome experience!

So we’ll see what comes of this… I need to invest some time to connect and work with Oahu, the tree in our yard, and see what she has to share. I also need to practice diligence and dig in to see what comes up for Oahu in Hawaii…and feel like Kiran’s note about getting there through Waimanalo is important. 

So, we’ll see. 
What a life! Thanks be to God! 

ps.  Papahānaumokuākea  feels very significant. I’ve got much exploring to do. But I am also reminded to remind myself that the most valuable work I can be doing now is to continue surrendering out of negative ego and into Christ-Sophia. I need the corrected architecture to hold/support the work and it’s not my mind or egoic activities that will get me there. Thank you.
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ps. Thank you so much for your encouragement Laura!! I think this is what prompted me to write to you to thank you in the PMs which helped take our sistership to the next level! I love and appreciate you dear soul! 

 

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