Email to Brian Hayes about Paul:
Ooooh! Have fun in Florida! Sharon is going?? Awesome!!!
I am learning more about Ubuntu. Books and shows.
- Michael Tellinger is the one that we’re mostly learning from at this time. https://michaeltellinger.com/ubuntu/
- We have this book but haven’t read it yet: Ubuntu Contributionism
- Plan to get this one in the future: Everyday Ubuntu
I need better photos of Paul. Here’s one from the top of a mountain in Alaska.
He’s lived there for 9 years. I prayed for a younger version of Michael and may have gotten my wish (he’s 48 to my 44). He’s like Michael in that he is bold, courageous, a truth-seeker….but he’s NOT like Michael (and is like ME) in that he saw through the lies and traps of religion and instead seeks a deeper level understanding and expression of “God”, spirituality, and our created purpose. Speaking of that, we have the exact same “life purpose” which is quite a surreal situation.
Here’s how I described that in a forum entry to a group I’m a part of:
There have been so many miraculous synchronicities with us but the most jaw-dropping is still that we each, on our own, came to the SAME "life purpose".... and when I say "same", I mean SAME!! I have said for at least the last 5 years that my purpose is what I call "tikkun olam" (you can read this in my introduction post in ES even)... and that phrase is a jewish phrase (I'm not jewish, it just resonated with me and although different people translate it different ways, I hold to the meaning that says "tikkun olam means repairer of the earth or healer of the earth".) So that's me ....but in one of our first conversations Paul told me his life purpose... he said "it's strange, but I call my life purpose "tikkun olam" and it means "repairer or healer of the earth""!!!! WHAT?!!!
Anyway, we’ll see how it unfolds. There is so much to learn and experience and what a wild time it is to be on earth!
How was Florida? Did you work AND play? What did you do? How did it feel traveling? Do you have any thoughts on the state of the society, government, culture, fear-pulsing, etc.? Have you had any revelations or deeper understandings about God or humanity or our earth?
Love,
Carissa
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So we'll see what today has in store.
A heron ...TWICE...and a red headed woodpecker. Sioux.
Cleaning. Mouse poop. Kirk. Luciferian vs Satanic energies.
Dec 3 12:00 11:54
So much liquid plasma light pouring in today, thank you God!
Deal with... ALIGN ...with TRUTH VIBRATION. Thats the ONLY WAY.
Fear and jealousy and control = LUNAR and DISTORTIONS. SHADOW here to be witnessed.
Fear and jealousy and control = LUNAR and DISTORTIONS. SHADOW here to be witnessed.
Pendulum affirmed that I am smothering Paul. Trying to back off but that feels lunar now that I feel into it... feels gamey. UGH. Gross! God, help me!! What did we talk about today? Learn how to RESPOND...don't impose myself. But he sent me this image of where his book pretty much told him to disengage with everyone today and I felt we needed a break.
He also said "22 days until we can be together forever" and it felt weird. Is it my fear? I don't want to say that... that's too much pressure. I want to just follow in the moment. Also, I don't feel aligned with him in such very important spiritual matters. BUT I feel like this is DIVINELY INSPIRED to help us both get to the next level in our mission and purpose. We SHARE a purpose in wanting to heal the earth, but HOW we do that we differ very much. I'm more focused on spiritual vibration type stuff and he's more about getting out there and shaking things up in the physical.
God, will you please lead? Yes, if I get out of the way... ahhhhh!
This is a day for introspection and connection WITHIN. I had a beautiful time in the mirror with some tears and songs and recommitment to my TRUE BELOVED, ME. I need to look to ME... I AM... for my love needs and to be seen and understood. No one else will ever be able to fill those shoes. I AM THE BEST (for me)! Paul needs to do the same and hopefully is...feels like he is...but we hold a field to support one another in remaining connected to our own hearts.
I don't know if he gets that. But I think he does on some levels. He seems to have retreated back into himself in a way... like he was before his 10/31 slaying the demon success. HE is the one who is going to have to work this piece. You are his compassionate witness. PASSIONATE witness. LOVING witness.
"Wash It Away" - Nahko
Thank you for the reminder, God. And for the songs earlier....and even Dance Macabre... so much support, thank you. Listen.
This is the sweet spot, darling. This is where we GROW. When things are HARD...we are being REBORN.
Womb worlds.
He also said "22 days until we can be together forever" and it felt weird. Is it my fear? I don't want to say that... that's too much pressure. I want to just follow in the moment. Also, I don't feel aligned with him in such very important spiritual matters. BUT I feel like this is DIVINELY INSPIRED to help us both get to the next level in our mission and purpose. We SHARE a purpose in wanting to heal the earth, but HOW we do that we differ very much. I'm more focused on spiritual vibration type stuff and he's more about getting out there and shaking things up in the physical.
God, will you please lead? Yes, if I get out of the way... ahhhhh!
This is a day for introspection and connection WITHIN. I had a beautiful time in the mirror with some tears and songs and recommitment to my TRUE BELOVED, ME. I need to look to ME... I AM... for my love needs and to be seen and understood. No one else will ever be able to fill those shoes. I AM THE BEST (for me)! Paul needs to do the same and hopefully is...feels like he is...but we hold a field to support one another in remaining connected to our own hearts.
I don't know if he gets that. But I think he does on some levels. He seems to have retreated back into himself in a way... like he was before his 10/31 slaying the demon success. HE is the one who is going to have to work this piece. You are his compassionate witness. PASSIONATE witness. LOVING witness.
"Wash It Away" - Nahko
Thank you for the reminder, God. And for the songs earlier....and even Dance Macabre... so much support, thank you. Listen.
This is the sweet spot, darling. This is where we GROW. When things are HARD...we are being REBORN.
Womb worlds.
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