10:09 on 12/13 Wow! Another shooting star just now and it dropped lots of liquid plasma light on me... baptism by spirit. I saw one last night too. And tonight I think there was a second one and then right after that a giant black bird or shadow of a bird flew directly over my head from back to front and flew on ... exactly straight. And it also dropped liquid plasma light into me. What a baptism of spirit I just experienced!
What an HONOR!
And I feel Paul's guidance teams and all of us worked together to clear any discordant energies out of his car that had it not working... the process and prayer was so beautiful for me and built both mine and Paul's faith.
I feel 10:12 activations especially in my chest ... front of the nadial. All week lots of that feeling of my breasts being electrified.... electricity running through my nervous system. Feels like chest pains but it is transits and activations. Just rest into it. I need to rest. 13/10:13
Lots of opportunities to choose better. Fighting with Michael isn't acceptable. Drop the ego. Be love. Drop the judgements. This isn't going to work anymore. We can't live or operate like that. Lunar is over.
Today God sent Kirk with a message that I am hurting myself by falling back into Lunar and the answer is SELF-LOVE. I've been seeing that over and over and still keep falling back into it. I need to find my spiritual legs.
You see Kirk's wisdom here. And right after I read this, I decided to pull a card from this same deck and got the EXACT SAME CARD!! Ahhhh!! I also had been thinking about the upside-down rainbow (in relation to the Energy Codes book). We are all so connected. It's uncanny!
I've got to keep doing my clearings. Keep guidance close. Take care of my BODY and EMBODY.
Jealousy has come up a few times. Mis-trust. Poor Paul. Fear. Is he dating, sleeping with, etc. other people? I surrender that. I'll just keep surrendering it. Trust our love and trust God's plan.
Kirk mentioned "Satan also loves BDSM". I don't remember talking to him about that but it's interesting. These are so on my plate to heal through now ... satanism and sexual misery program.
How do I heal them? By loving and being authentic with beloved Paul.
I tried putting our photo in the ES container today but it felt dirty... didn't feel right. It was like graffiti ... smattering some satanic darkness in there... it's not time yet. I held myself back from sharing today's AG pick which felt like it would be great for him, but it's not for me... I can't try to "teach" him... or even share. I can only have my own authentic experience and if for some reason he gets wind of that, that's fine...but I surrender trying to change him.
I DO SEE HOW DEEP HE IS.
So many big black magic belches and even a sneeze as I've been writing this. Thank you God!
Anyway, I DID take a couple "affirmation" screenshots before I switched my photo to Rue and I. Here's one I like. I also did the GSF blessing prayer for MYSELF today which felt pretty good. For Paul too. I do the marriage one forwithin him which feels good and right.
IN LOVE.
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Universal_Ankh_Body
I'm crying reading this article - it's such an honor to be a part of this massive and beautiful mission! Earlier today when I took that photo... at 13:13/13, I saw what appeared to be an Ankh in it. I don't see it now, but I see the angelic rays...and all the colors... it's spectacular! And in the sun itself, it was so incredible and powerful...so many strong colors. And I got called to do the "Clearing the YHVH Matrix and 12 Feathers of Aquaferion" meditation today.... and yesterday, I think it was, I got the AG pick for "Hibiru Tribes"... it's just so wild! THANK YOU GOD!!! I'm HONORED to be a part of this. Really. Now be humbled too, sweet girl!
I'm not done with this painting yet... I don't think... but definitely see the Emerald in our eyes... I've been watching the emerald in both of our eyes....especially mine, really POP. It's so cool and beautiful!
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