Backbone and Matrix

1:33 (saw 12:21 MIRROR number today too...ha!) And 12:13 and 13:12.
Paul and I had AMAZING talks last night until the wee hours. I need more sleep but it was important. 

So this song - "Backbone" by Nahko just jumped out at me and it was so beautiful. About the relationship between ME and me. Love it so much! Thank you God!
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=P1k1eI2DMo0&feature=share

Today is Matrix day.

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10:18 - Beautiful date night with Paul. We went to Texas Steakhouse for a delicious dinner - he had steak, I had chicken. We started with onion petals and key lime pie (me). Fun! 

Paul wanted to see the movie at the Howell and although we were 35 minutes early and it made more sense to go to the Smithfield Theaters where we would have been on time - 5-10 minutes early. Anyway, I'm SO glad I followed Paul to go to the Howell.... it was SO SPECIAL! We were THE ONLY ONES in our theater!! We had the whole place to ourselves and the movie was GREAT ... I need to process and integrate but it was so much about Aeonic Pairing/Hierogamic Union and the rise of the divine feminine/Holy Mother's influence to remind the divine masculine who HE IS. 

About 10 minutes in I started having massive chest pain though.... panic attacks wanted to get me... very strong feelings and I had to just feel into it and surrender and then I noticed that there was so much energy and love and power coming through from in Paul who was holding my hand. He didn't know what was happening with me but supported me so much. 

I had a big release/cry at the end when Trinity flew and held Neo. It was just incredible!!