Two weeks ago I noticed that my skin was rainbow. I’d seen that my hair was golden and rainbow, but then I saw my skin was too. Very interesting. And after Morgellon day, 6/12, I felt a lot more rainbows swirling all around me. Big updates. Thank you God.
Been a lot I wonder if I should share.
Finally listened to Lisa’s 6/11 update… so encouraging to know we are all going through it.
It was neat to hear her talk about how many monadic beings were released from wherever they were trapped and were coming back (or merging with?) us? I for sure feel that happening … or SEE it happening in my mirror.
Lots to practice with. Michael is experiencing ascension symptoms (though he wouldn’t call it that), but I recognize them… tired, anxious, frazzled nerves, sympathetic dominance, body not detoxing as well as it should, etc. This is an opportunity for me to practice compassion and kindness. I see when he gets ornery that lingering lunar body wants to feed on that and create some loosh. Instead I need to see this as a gift… a time to LOVE.
Romans 8… Melanie sent a reference and I’m going to read the rest of it. I read Psalm 33 today and cried because it was so beautiful to be back in the spirit with the word. I pulled my old NLT down and I’m happy to have it.
Today I got impulsive… felt compulsion to just GO to Cahokia Mounds and was trying to find a way. I posted on Facebook to look for a car. I need to get Zip fixed… it’s going to be $2,000 I think. Ugh. But that would be better.
This morning I was woken with the sun. It was so beautiful… rose and gold tones. Tonight the clouds looked like Guardians and had the same gold and rose on an aquamarine sky… purples and pinks… just stunning! I went back to bed this morning. It was great… I don’t think I woke up last night from when I went to sleep (probably around midnight) until 5:30ish when Moses wanted to go out and I saw the sun. It’s been a rough couple weeks for sleep. It’s 9:21 now. Lots of 21s… this is a wild year 2021.
Surrender into what IS. Present. I surrender All.
Surrender the car.
Surrender friends.
Surrender time.
Surrender expectations.
The Gabe stuff came up again today too… I almost emailed him… thank goodness I didn’t. Just let it unfold…. I do not consent to Red Wave distortions but I choose to send so much love to him… THAT’S my job… not to look for something from him, but to LOVE HIM… I don’t need … don’t want to need anything from him… I repent of the Princess Code. I send the LOVE OF GOD to encircle him and encase him in everlasting organic living power in God… to fuel and uplift his body, mind, spirit, and heart. I pray that he is refreshed and strengthened. I pray for wisdom to be his guide. For the Light to rise upon him and light his way always… in peace. I pray for direction and guidance to hold his hand along the way. Take care of Gabriel Aaron Dionne. Take good precious loving wholesome care of him. (I keep wanting to call him my beloved but he’s not mine and never will be “mine”… but I can take ownership of my love for him and that I do. So he can be my beloved… just like I might call Misha my beloved friend. Yes.. so add friend to the end. But he’s not my friend. He’s just my beloved at this time. I’d like him to be my friend more than anything, but that’s up to God. For now we support eachother energetically… and this is my job… to love and support him without crossing boundaries or imposing on his field. Learning how to practice Christic spiritual support … infusing the architecture in LOVE but without crossing the line of getting into their field. Sending loving intentions? I’m not sure.
Remember how I struggled with how I used to “intercessory pray” for people and could “crawl into their skin” and pray for them from the inside? I don’t think this is appropriate and may be related to Twilight Master (or just evil).
Agni session was POWERFUL… I was led to watch some of it and the part where she helped release my ancestors on my feminine and then masculine side… it was powerful… I felt so seen and supported and I sobbed and sobbed. I don’t know why I can’t even write what she said because I’m afraid it sounds prideful to take ownership of it but I do believe it’s true … I have just been working with some beautiful Palidorian Christic beings who have been on this journey with me… some took off and some continue to port out of here, but many are still with me.
And I have ties into South American and Puerto Rican and Mexican etc…. Hispanic lines… so this really solidified my desire that “I have to go to Cahokia Mounds NOW!!”… I feel like there are pieces there that are wanting to be reclaimed. Can I get them without going? I feel like I have to go.
Anyway… back to Twilight Master… I have shamanic ancestry too… and Native American. And I think the type of being I am already can jump around portals… but I want to be sure that is my BENEVOLENT side and not connection into “angel of light”/fallen angelic side. I want to close all doors to that. I don’t want to trade my soul for comfort.
Michael is talking to me now and I need to pay attention.
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ADDICTION is trading your soul and what you know to be right/aligned for comfort. Instead we have to feel the pain. Feel the emptiness. Feel the craving. FEEL IT and allow it and choose GOD and alignment with our soul instead.
We can partake in the activity (eating or drinking or whatever) if it is not tied to mis-alignment. Sometimes it is not aligned to eat a piece of pie. Sometimes it IS. Follow the spirit of God.
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