Raising Kids in the Matrix

 Here's a post I wrote on the forum just now... tippity typed it by thumb in my phone...

Just found this fantastic thread!! So much wisdom here. Thank you to all who have shared.  

I am looking for some resources to help onboard my 16yr old starseed nephew to the Law of One mission (which has been inherent in him since birth). But finding a way to communicate and provide context for what he feels and experiences in a meaningful way is challenging. I want to help him understand the lightbody and multidimensionality and portals of consciousness and negative ego and the “Matrix”, etc...but to do it in a way that makes sense and isn’t scary.

He isn’t my child and I don’t spend enough time with him to be able to “shepherd” or support him in a holistic way, but I do feel a level of responsibility for helping him and want to provide uplifting resources and not harm. 

I am afraid I’ve already imposed harm. I’ve made many mistakes, one resulted in my sister’s kids feeling the Greys/Zetas are a joke...surely due to misplaced levity as they witness my awakening. But a more serious offense involves a young lady that I’ve known and loved most of her life - my dear friend’s daughter. We lived together for some time too. She is a young teen starseed now and is working with gender polarity. As she was beginning to question her gender I was trying to share my own experiences (torment) with this. I shared some Ascension Glossary articles with her such as on “androgyny” and other related topics trying to communicate that we have both masculine and feminine parts of our being and the goal is to unite them in love, etc. Now I know that I can’t take full blame for this since I see her so rarely, but the 2-3 conversations (and the probably too high vibration of the AG?) probably contributed to her choosing to become a transgender boy. I see the fallout in her being (she’s now smoking pot and very disrespectful to her parents, for example.) I surrender and trust this is part of her work, but the takeaway for me is to learn how to be a compassionate witness only and listen to Source about when to share more. If I share more, there needs to be a better foundation and understanding about pain body and negative ego before addressing things like architecture and Law of Gender.

That’s one example and not all encompassing but it gives you an idea of where I’m coming from.

I have a road trip planned for just my nephew and I next week and I want to be supportive to him. At this point he is in such a bad headspace (I know he’s feeling all the shifts, activations and many ascension symptoms that we are)... so from what I understand, he just sits in his darkened room playing video games all day. He has online homeschool to some extent, but it feels to me like he is hiding out and really struggling. I can relate to being in that state myself and having no idea what was going on for years - and if there is anything I can do to ease his suffering and help him step into his God Sovereign Freedom, I want to do that. I know the CONTEXT for my experiences helped me so much - helped me begin to flow instead of resist. 

I hope someone has it in their mission plan to create an Ascension Glossary type thing for teens. I feel like both those kids are a ton smarter than me and they learn differently than me. They are sponges too - I just want them to sponge LIFE, not the death AI program that lines the Matrix they awoke in.

Anyway, if anyone ever sees this and has some suggestions for some God-self-directed type of resources for older kids or teens, I sure would appreciate it. I sent him Karen’s awesome YouTube channel as her videos are approachable, entertaining, and educational. 

Thank you all for being here and for the great work you are doing. Being a parent looks like the hardest job ever and I have so much respect for those of you working with yourselves and future generations in that way!

Love and gratitude,
Carissa

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Also, reflections on what happened with Gabe. Remember that you made an appointment with him and then cancelled it because it didn't feel right. I guess it was a week later Gabe called ME and gave me a session that I didn't ask for... he just started spewing off stuff....which was lovely... I was rocked. And I got a feather from him and maybe some other artifact which I think and hope and if I haven't, I give back. I do not consent to any artifacts from Gabe! I just realized that I felt like maybe I had accidentally corded on to HIM by sending him that silver and feather, but it might have been the etheric artifacts. Let's blow ALL THAT STUFF UP NOW!! Thank you God. I want NOTHING between Gabriel Aaron Dionne and I. May all his energies go back to him and all mine go back to me and that's THAT! No more visions or messages or songs... no more. 

I worked with Joe after that session too because it didn't feel right...but I kept going back. What the HECK?!

Okay. But it was part of what we had to witness and part of this Twilight Master healing. It's all good, beloved. But if you just LISTEN, we can keep you safeR! Okay darling One? Thank you God, thank you Guides, thank you Guardians. 

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This little game/exercise that Raven played in social media land today brought such joy to my heart!

She was just asking who would join her tribe ...

and I said:
Carissa Wages

A dream! Count me in!

Yesterday I was pondering how "civilization" has robbed us of joy, health, purpose, and ultimately life. I'm planning a trip to go see Cahokia Mounds (in Illinois near St. Louis) and feel into that once-booming Native American metroplex. My heart is calling me there to understand and hopefully help release some stored pain. But yesterday I was gifted with the opportunity to sit with some energy that is starting to move through me and I realized that that "civilization" is NOT the "Way". It leads to death. Becoming one in/with nature is the Way... small communities that live with respect for one another and Mother Earth is the Way.

Civilization leads to power struggles, pride, and ultimately destruction and disease.

Coming back to our roots and intended lifestyle of living in small communities among family who work together in love...caring for one another and the earth... that's the golden ticket IMO.