Family Unity

 I picked up and lost some pieces of consciousness today... it was a tough day... felt some depression and heaviness and sadness... and some anxiety... and allowed some fear. This morning both doggies seemed to be sick... Rue was acting strange and kind of weak and unsettled and Moses had nasty diarreah. Poor punkins. 

When they are sick...any of our animals... it triggers my fear and control and sends me spiraling. Today I tried to feel into it and observe it while it was happening. I also took the time to love on them both and talk to God. I did the Commanding Personal Space commands and Safe Passage, just in case. 

Later while I was doing the meditation that came up for me/us, the Quickstep PDD (which was on point), I had some understanding come through where I could see how we were all part of one another... the dogs and I are ONE in Unity. They are parts of me...expressions...and I am a part of them... and we are living out our own experience, but ultimately we are working as one and will reunite as one again at some point... even now. But when they choose to end their experience as Rue and Moses and Sioux and Roody and the cheekins and Michael and I... etc.... when we shed this form and vessel, we will merge back into the fullness that WE ARE. We will never be separated. This is why we can never be separated from the love of God. WE ARE GOD....but we are separate expressions... logos... living out that which we came to do as part of the collective mission to reassemble....reclaim...the fullness of Christ. So maybe there IS only us? Maybe Veronica's flat earth (which I just messaged her about saying that I no longer consider that as an option (I did for a bit) because I believe in multidimensionality and "no-time"...that we are existing in simultaneous realities in multiple dimensions. I believe in other planets and solar systems and galaxies.) 

I digress. Back to the doggies... my beloved best friends. I have to...had to... surrender them and my fear to God. I have to walk in the understanding that they are having their own experience. I think we are here to help one another. I think for sure Moses is a starseed dog. Is Rue too? Rue has been my faithful heart-dog companion and she makes me a better person. We are one. All three of us are. Or maybe they are parts of me? But they will always be, right? But I realllllllllly like having them here to cuddle and laugh and play with as well. So God knows I really want them to stick around as long as they can....but I also want to be sure to honor their path and their choice and trust that God's will be done.