Don't Judge

Judge not!! Discern and allow without trying to change or apply pressure. Accept. Discern and accept ... there’s two of them. Then I can make space in my being for neutrality. Observe. Discern. Accept. Neutral.

Do not resist or judge. Allow all beings to choose their experience. 

I get to choose for ME. Choose LOVE. Choose HARMLESSNESS. Choose compassion without comment or value judgement. Hold space for what is. 

And again- CHOOSE to make decisions that are aligned with my HEART in Christ. May it be baptised in chrisma and in UNION with Holy parents of/as Christ-Sophia.

Let your words be few.

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I see elephants a lot lately.

And the whale seems to be touching the collective in our ES family, some siblings close to me anyway.

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Just had a lovely time on the hammock (saw elephants in the clouds....that's where I've been seeing them)... and by lovely, I mean HOT... in sun... burning and filling up with solar light, purging pain and darkness and lunar influences.

Also, sound tones and breath tones... songs... indian sounding songs and mourning songs and groanings that cannot be expressed with words.... where did Paul say that? I need to look it up. Oh, I remember... something about the holy spirit prays for (through?) us with groanings that cannot be expressed with words and that's what that felt like. I was accessing deep recesses in my brain and being through these sounds. 

I had some memories of Cahokia come up that I can learn from, that "civilization" is NOT the "Way". It leads to death. Becoming one in/with nature is the Way... small communities that live with respect for one another and Mother Earth is the Way. 

Civilization leads to power struggles, pride, and ultimately destruction and disease. 

Michael just reminded me how YHVH (but it could be the true God) commanded us to be fruitful and multiply and spread ourselves all over the earth. We were NOT supposed to go to cities. Was it Cain who went to a city anyway? That was in the book of Yasher, I think... but we choose cities for the satiation of the flesh... perceived ease, abundance, and convenience. But this is not the Way.

What is the Way? The Way of God. I need to look at that book down. Go get it. Okay. 

Got it. Wow. Thank you God. Yes. This is so good. 

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ps. I struggled with pizza today. I did what I shouldn't do... I compromised my conscience. No, you whiddled and wheedled and whined your way into an "okay" with your conscience...and still, you have approval to have the bottom part of the pizza with the doughy stuff... just no more big crust or oily cheese. And the pretzel was fine. You live on earth. Our body is taking good care of us.... and we want to take good care of her. I need to eat my veggies too. Okay. I will. 

But this is a real thing... a good exercise where you can see how it's easier and easier... the slippery slope... to keep compromising your self, your body, your mission. You are doing SO WELL overall. I'm SO PROUD OF YOU for making good choices. I love you.

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Note to "Green Team" telegram group:

"Love to ALL! I was going to do a video but it didn’t feel good as I started so let me just pop in to say that I appreciate everyone so much. As I expressed to some of my sisters already I am kind of on the same wavelength as Melanie expressed… called into “hermit-mode” and supposed to be just tucking in to God for clearing, upgrades, and integration, etc. 

This group and all my beloved friends are such a GIFT to my life and I want to just hang out with you all ALL the time, ha! But I also need to practice discipline as it can be all encompassing (learning balance in all ways). But this group and friendships are such an incredible opportunity to practice the other spirits of Christ including kindness, discernment, compassion, purity, humility, etc. as well, so I plan to hang in here and just interact when I can (which was Angela’s beautiful intention from the get-go… to provide a space where we CAN connect in this way WHEN it is aligned). So thank you. I am so grateful.

I DID want to share that I’m also on the bug train, Diana. On Monday I was taken through an exercise where I had to choose to clean up the NASTIEST nest of old bug carcasses and eggs and I was almost vomiting the whole time…but God showed me that this was my job and it was an opportunity to practice listening and following through with what guidance was telling me no matter how GROSSSSS! It was also a mirror of the work I needed to for myself… get in there and clean that up. Lots of bug messengers… lovely ones too… dragonflies and butterflies especially. 

I’m also on the whale train. I shared this in a post yesterday but thought I’d drop it here too since it is such a beautiful whale… so organic and life-giving!! 

Oh, and I also LOOOOOVVVED your post Glenn. I loved the passionate way that you stood up for Dustin and hope he heard it that way. I think especially men really need to hear stuff like that from other men. 

I don’t know if I officially welcomed Eddie, Laura, and Misha, but I wanted to do so now. Welcome! I am honored to call all of you…all of you in this group… my friend and sibling in Christ-Sophia. Grateful to be on this journey and mission with you. Peace be with your spirit. In love, Carissa"

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August 2011 newsletter talked about the consciousness split between the controller mentality vs. organic plasma light ... basically totally in line with what God is teaching me (which has been my experience with the newsletters all along). But really solidifies for me how I am healing a Fallen Angelic consciousness... feeling that the Oraphim parent came in to support me in this Indigo3 contract which was designed from the get-to to heal the Fallen Angelic which manifested in the "fallen shamanic consciousness" related to the Native Americans/Hispanic cellular ancestry which I am working with at present especially. 

This "spiritual leader abuse" is all tied up in this "shamanic" medicine man FKOT thing which I need to repent of once and for all. No wonder the trees and nature have been such amazing friends and mirrors for me... we've been working together a LONG time. 

Now it's time to fully surrender negative ego and submit fully to God in all ways. 

Did I tell you I got the "Seraphim Reclamation" meditation card today and it was sooooooo good. I've been doing it monthly as well, but today it felt so in line and perfect for my lifestream right now and the space I'm healing for my own ancestral healing, Michael's healing, and the pending Cahokia trip. Very powerful.

I'm called to scatter the KRYSTAL seed roses throughout the lower densities 1, 2, 3, 4.... I see them blossoming in my higher consciousness most days, but I need to allow them ... give them space and commit to service in allowing them to anchor in these lower densities.