I got this exercise "suggested for today" two days in a row. Pay attention!
Michael - yellow and red and some flashy stuff not sure what it means… I think we’re doing this work… I think he’s of the Seraphim Michael lineages…the Gold Ray and that there is some anti-HG red cube stuff going on to keep me from stepping into my courage and self-sufficiency and loving myself whole.
Le'anna - white 2/3 but 1/3 black… so watch that. I just need to really listen to my heart when to spend time with her and when not to. I think this applies for everyone.
Gabe - brightest Krystal white and some sort of textured overlay on 1/3 that was like tiny celestite blue mountains/triangles. There were see-through rainbow overlays on the mountains and other parts of too…. I had the feeling of hybridization (but in the most beautiful way).
Laura - felt like a dark cloak over the whole being/orb but there was a tiny bit of the brightest light peeking through…shining through.
Misha - seemed like overlay of black dragon and aurora rainbow dragon
Rosemary - brighter rainbow dragon overlaying very light grey
Carissa - yep… did me but it was weird… it was a circle that was like navy blue on one half (cut down the middle vertically) and the other half was cut in half horizontally, so this was the feminine side had like a darker grey on the top quarter and a lighter grey on the bottom half. Not the shiniest and happiest visual, but we’ll let it unfold.
I get nudged to "see" Gabe everyday... I haven't messaged him in Telegram ever and haven't texted him for a month or two and still whenever I try to "share" an AG pick or something (to email it to myself), the suggested options come up and he is always the first or second little orb. It's either God trying to keep me connected, or anti-HG trying to keep me distracted. Ha. Well I don't have to do anything, I just have to watch as a compassionate witness and allow God to dismantle and rebuild me in the image of Christ-Sophia I AM.
I got that exercise suggested to me yesterday and first person I wanted to test it out on was Gabe but I thought I should practice first. I practiced on Rue yesterday and then forgot.... so today I got it again and decided to "go for it".
I need to keep the secrets and love in my heart to myself unless led by God... not by ego. Ego wants to destroy anything that will bring the light of God into this plane (and potentially outshine her). I don't know what God's plan is... but Gabe is important. I see how he is a placeholder for many women... he is holding this LOVE architecture for lots of us. So he's not mine... and it messes with my heart. But what if he IS. What if WE are holding the LOVE architecture together that allows him to be more effective? I feel this is possible. But I just need to let God lead. And I need to keep falling in love with myself and working with all my own clearing and healing. My negative ego is a sticky one.
Distractions and whispers of distractions
SPIRIT BIRD is always here for me... and it came up as I was talking about Gabe too... I feel like it is related to both of us and our work. I think we've worked together in the past, definitely in the Native American timelines. Oh... more... electric wars? Lyran wars? Lemuria? Atlantis? (Not as much in Atlantis.... interesting.) Well... so... God's going to have to keep teaching us.
Spirit Bird: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmxSxKxBbQE
I surrender Gabe. I surrender ME. I surrender Michael. I surrender plans. I will for thy will to be done. I will to sit in the dark, pain, sadness, discomfort, and to feel it and learn from it and overcome the fear that almost overcame me. No more. FEAR IS A LIAR.
DRT. DRO. God's will be done.
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Getting schooled on the Electric Wars:
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