Thanks be to God for the ever-present teachers that are guiding me on my path. Today I got Morgellons as a random glossary pick and it pinged something related to an “Ai” stream of consciousness that I have been working on within some layers and I thought "I need to do that morgellons bath today". I didn't even read the article. I had read it before so I read a paragraph or two but I was distracted at the time and thought I'd go back to it later. (Which I did.)
Fast forward an hour or two and I was playing around with making alfalfa “tea” for the bath… I didn’t know what I was doing and was just winging it and going with the flow. (Thanks be to God for resonance because I happened to purchase some organic alfalfa after hearing Lisa respond to a beloved member (I'm sorry I don't remember who - maybe Jana) who mentioned it during an Ascension Call). Anyway, back to my story. I was really pretty relaxed at this time… just following my heart … la la la… going to take a bath… la la la la la.
As it was cooking in the pot, I pushed the dried alfalfa leaves down in the water with my hand to help it get wet so it would boil better and then decided that while it was simmering I would go outside to the hammock and breathe for a few minutes.
As I walked outside I looked down at my hand and was shocked to see all these strange little fibers on my fingers. I thought maybe I had touched something furry… dog hair maybe? I got them off and kept going. A few seconds later as I sat down in the hammock I noticed MORE little hairs coming out of my fingers! I didn't think it was possible, but ... it was.
I called to Michael to tell him about it… I said something like “I think have some morgellons coming out of me!”. He didn’t believe it… and I still wasn’t sure, so I went back in and dipped my other hand in the alfalfa water… and sure enough... it didn't take long ...and some other threads came up... just crazy… they just kept coming. It was pretty unbelievable.
Well, good thing my teams had prepared me and I was ready to take them on! It was also a very good neutrality exercise… I probably got a D but I didn’t fail!
I had done a little research on how to do a bath. Here are some of the links I was looking at:
sarahbarendse.com/2021/04/27/morgellens-cleansing-detox-bath/
morgellonsdiseaseawareness.com/yahoo_sit...Protocol.6273700.pdf
I was trying to figure out what meditation to do while I was in my bath (I thought Lisa’s soothing voice would be supportive and a distraction too). I kept feeling like Clearing Victim-Victimizer Software was the one to do but I didn’t trust myself so I went to my handy little card deck to ask God for a suggestion. What came up was Spirit of Harmlessness .
Turns out that the Spirit of Harmlessness meditation is good for clearing Victim/Victimizer too… my consciousness tuned in during those parts especially. I wasn’t 100% present as I was trying to stay out of fear and trying to observe the experience and trying not to cook (the water was pretty hot). But I did note the connection and it and feels important to share the relationship of Morgellons with V/V, though it doesn’t make a lot of sense to me. I guess because these are some sort of technology… maybe a form of AI that alters the consciousness to put us in a state of V/V? I’ll let it unfold.
The bath was a pretty messy process. Anxiety led me to go a little overboard so I used the tea I made, PLUS put in another cup or two of the chopped alfalfa. I followed that one website that said to put liquid soap (I used Dr. Bronners) right into the bath too.
The fibers I saw coming out of my fingers were white but I saw some black ones come out of my legs. I felt like I saw clumps of fibers that had kind of floated together to make little fiber-river-rafts in the bathwater but I didn’t examine them as much as I should have… I was trying to remain calm. There were lots of pieces of alfalfa floating in the water so maybe it was just different looking islands of that - can't really say. However, one interesting note is that after the bath was done, I had a TON of the alfalfa caked in my pubic and groin area. (I didn’t put it there… I thought it was floating on top of the water… but apparently it went snorkeling down to that area. It seemed like maybe the alfalfa was drawn to and caught in nests of nano fibers!?)
In the past decade I have experienced what appears to be hidradenitis suppurtiva which is like these tunneling boil things in your groin (I've had a few in other areas too, but mostly the groin area). Very unpleasant. Now I’m thinking this could be related to Morgellons and/or it’s all part of some sort of warfare technology used hold my sacral chakra and 2D access hostage.
I am wondering and hoping that maybe after getting rid of these I won't be so prone to EMF sensitivity. It’s crazy how sensitive I am… sometimes I can just be next to a wall with a wire in it and I can feel the electricity. As I continue to clear my body of heavy metals and work with the beautiful team here supporting me, I hope to get this under control soon. It got a lot better for a while but is back for more healing. Charlotte’s Guardian Homeopathy is on the case as well, thanks be to God!
I sound like a broken record but I just feel so grateful to God who is helping me so much! Earlier this week I was granted understanding about an incredibly traumatic 4 day nosebleed (in 11/2018) where giant chunks/clots just poured out of me. I don’t know how I didn’t die. I don’t know why no one took me to the hospital… when I was finally on the way to the hospital after Urgent Care said “GO!”, then it stopped. Now I see that that was an architecture repair related to freeing my pituitary gland … not sure exactly what was there… an aneurism or something along the carotid artery and it burst and was broken up and was coming out in chunks and lots of blood, especially through my ostium. Horrible… but it actually solidifies my understanding that God is in control… I just need to allow whatever is meant to happen to happen. I just need to focus on my commitment… my intention to serve my Source… and although these challenging things may come up (and I know we’ve all had lots of them), then I can trust they are aligned to my highest purpose, even if they suck.
Here are some great threads with some information on Morgellons if anyone comes across this and is looking for some information:
esfoundations.com/forum/vaccinations-5g/...medies?start=0#42582
esfoundations.com/forum/vaccinations-5g/...hemtrail-sprays#6886
Love and gratitude to All in Unity, Wholeness, and Truth.
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Follow up response:
Wow Esther!! Thank YOU for sharing!! Yes, I didn't start getting the boils until after my awakening either!!! I was going to mention that but thought it might be irrelevant. Verrrrrrrry interesting. Just came to me now but in the book of Job in the bible, Satan uses boils to torment Job. Not sure what relevance that has with "real life", but thought it was worth bringing up.
And dang, since I'm here and talking about the bible, earlier today I read 1 Kings 8 (v22-61 ) which is where Solomon prays over the temple he has built for God to dwell in. The prayer always felt very powerful and as we are fortifying our own temples to house the spirit of the Most High, I thought it relevant and supportive if looked at through that lens (our own body/temples).
Sorry about that sidebar Esther ...but wow... yeah... Black Magic makes a LOT of sense and if it happens again, I'll try the blue ink X! I am still healing some sort of boil or spider bite or implant or some horrible thing that has been on the outside of my left hip for at least 3... maybe 4 months now... maybe I'll try it there too. Thank you for the tip!
Awwww yeah, ride the inspiration...nothing to be afraid of (other than the pain in the bum it is to clean the tub afterwards)! ....and YES....that alfalfa DEFINITELY brought them up... what happened when I put my fingers in the pot of tea warming on the stove was astonishing... give it a minute or two or three and find some good light where you will be able to see what looks like thin spindly dog hair grow out of you. (But maybe... HOPEFULLY... you don't have them! I sure didn't expect anything like I experienced today. It was out of this world.)
I read about how they can get in your organs and I was afraid to let the alfalfa water get in my facial orifices so I didn't dunk my head under, but I think I will next time. I'll have to do another bath soon. I think I'll try it with just the tea and not all the alfalfa leaves... that was REALLY messy. If you do it, let me know how it goes...
Thank you for reading that, Esther, I know it was long!! I appreciate your response, encouragement, sharing, and kindness! So much love to you!
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