Nice day

Nice day - 

Did hardly anything at work (other than talk to Lisa Mazarrese, Rosemary Slade, read some ES material, read some 1850’s book, read some Zhuan Falun, some Facebook, some Malai, some helping Jennifer, some coffee drinking, etc.) Yesterday I talked to Ammi and to Chris and read and researched.

Spent from about 4:15-11:15 with Ryan. Moving hay, going to Walmart, making a cheesecake, cooking and eating dinner, did 2 years of his taxes to just seeeee, talked about his options, and just had a nice time together.

He said the last couple days have been great because the pressure is off. I say it’s because he’s bipolar and he’s in an upswing and accomplishing stuff. But we had a good talk yesterday and he listened to the “dismissive avoidant” attachment style talk and he even seemed to relate and thought and shared a little about potentially being impacted in childhood. This few sentence opening was big.

I love him even though he is very troubled. He does help me to think about things differently. He also insults me a lot. Angh. It is what it is. 

I’m tired. Grateful for my home and family and friends.

It was 18 degrees yesterday. Maybe 16. And tomorrow it will be in the 70's!