What a day!

Shen Yun with Dee. 
Semi-finals Bills game with the O'Malleys and Bernadette's crew.
Ryan chewed me out - listen to the recording from this day - it's a doozie. How do you let this man talk to you this way and then snuggle with him watching the game?

He called a half hour after he ranted and apologized. I want peace so I just pretend everything is okay.

Did I tell you we tested his A1c yesterday and it was down to 5.3?? So we ate junk. I ate junk... and low and behold, the arm squeezing is back. That is BAD. I'm guessing it's related to nerves, but I'm OBVIOUSLY allergic to sugar and carbs and crap. I will need to test to see if vegetables cause it, but I need to get back to just meat for a while to get myself feeling better. ONE DAY of poison and I'm bloated and the arm squeezing is back. 

The Bills lost. Big player in that is the kicker missed field goal which he shouldn't have. Very disappointing. I feel bad for him. He feels the weight of the Bills Mafia's upset. God, please protect him and guard his heart and send qualified therapists and help to help him process and forgive himself. Poor guy.

Shun Yen was beautiful and moving. I could feel spirit encoded in the music and artistry. It is based on some scriptures.... I picked up a copy of the Zhuan Falun. The core tenets are "Truth. Compassion. Forbearance." Sounds pretty perfect. Let's see what God has to show me. 

The show itself was talking about how humans are divine beings who chose to come to earth for a mission but that we've forgotten our mission. There were beings that turned into dragons. There were some evil communists that wouldn't let the word of hope and truth be spread and that were violent oppressors. It was interesting. Thank you God.